Feel it on the surface. Slowly making me warm and flushed. No thought processes involved just the sting of the attack. Speaking fast I release the stream of random thought that leads to a diatribe that circles in and out of the origal trigger. When the steam settles the overthinking brain kicks in. The whys and the what did I do to feel this way. Self doubt grows and the initial anger had all been forgotten as I get swallowed in my own negativit.