If I was me I'll walk the moon immune to the lack of air,

Able to breath where no man has ever dared,

If I was me I'll travel every spec of the galaxy just to see how far I can reach,

If I was me peace will be guaranteed to all life but if they choose to see,

If I was me dreaming will become a reality so my soul will finally feel at ease,

If I was you none of it will happen cause we have different needs,

Silence

I've gotten used to you,

I've use you to review the worlds views,

Issues only you are able to listen too,

I use and abuse you for my amuse,

No excuse to accuse you of my inner bruise pain has put me through,

You deserve your silence,

But my thoughts are so loud it's an act of defiance,

Disturbing the peace,

When you deserve to be at ease,

Silence,

But you're substantial,

Without you I'll be lost in thoughts til the point I'll be dismantled,

For example,

When the mind is unwilled and unfulfilled it becomes fragile,

Not many care to listen,

So silence you became my addiction,

An addiction that transition to self imprison,

I should of ask for your permission,

But instead I asked for your opinion,

Silence,

But I know you oh so well,

In the dark we dwell,

With my eyes closed and your mind free from obstruction,

Together you and I we function with no disruptions,

Usually with another being there's assumptions,

With Silence it's nothing more but a discussion,

Silence,

For the remainder of the night I'll be silent,

Tonight you deserve to be in private.

I cannot see beyond my nose,

Pitch black darkness seems as if time has froze,

Gasping for air in the middle of the ocean,

Waves dragging me down,

Concentration lost within the commotions,

As my emotions start to pour into this endless depth of water,

I start to drown,

Can I swim back up?

Am I able to wake right up?

Will I ever be found?

Is there anyone who can save me?

Or maybe even care to listen to me?

I can feel the air slip away,

And so I began to pray,

Pouring my heart out to him,

Asking for directions on where I should swim,

That's when through the grim my limbs has woken,

Right in front of me as my eyes slowly open,

I see these majestic hands around my wrist as I firmly grasp his,

Deep inside my faith was alive,

Like a burning ember it shall thrive,

Lord almighty when I rose out of the sea I felt revived,

Without you in my life it's impossible to survive,

With a Love so pure,

It's worth way more than any pain I endure,

You take them away as if my pains were yours,

I give you all of me,

So I can feel your love for an eternity,

Lord Jesus can you see,

Without you I can never be

I'm stuck between this constant battle of right from right,

Decisions start to become difficult almost like my wrongs are fright,

Dashing through the air my mind races against it,

So much I try to get across but at this state of mind I believe the sky is the limit,

To touch the sky is difficult,

To stay afloat is nearly impossible,

What decisions from right shall I follow,

Or should I not follow them at all,

Blinded from what I choose to see,

It's like my mind is becoming my own enemy,

I'm stuck between the middle,

But then again who am I to be stuck between,

Almost like I'm being over seen by something or someone Im staring to believe,

I'm stuck in this dream creating all sorts of schemes,

My rights has left,

My thoughts are out of breath,

I'm at halt,

It's my own fault,

Blaming myself,

for others bad health,

A part of me is trying to help,

But how,

When that's way out of my league,

Beyond out of bounds,

I'm not worried about my own being,

Or am I?

Planting my roots spiritually deep

As I close my eyes I received a glimpse inside the Devine tree

Seed of life brought forth from the light

Eyes glimmer as it shines and reflects from this sight

No matter how bright it may seem

The further I look in

the more clearer it is to me

Should have been blinded already

But steady as my orbs absorb

What's out of the Norm

This tree isn't ordinary

Beyond Legendary

As my roots spread about and my thoughts branch out

Holding my breath as air leaves

Creating sanctuary for those in need

Humanities Energy fill up the sunlight

That's why we get exhausted and uptight

To spread out the energy that we cycle within each other

But some tend to waste their purpose by hurting one or one another

People taking Photos of Sins this is

Madness

Blasphemy that you don't cherish what was helped to be created

Not knowing what it took so your lungs could expand to where your brains receive

the air produced by the Devine Tree

Even if I ignore you I can still see you

Seeing my body from the eyes of my soul

It lingers around trying to figure out what it already knows

Why ? And How?

I take a look upon you and my smirk turns to a complete frown

Seeing what others feel years round

It's like I'm gone away

I went stray

Some of you waiting for me to come back someday to say

I'm here but like I said I know I'm not

I cant even feel my insides tide in a knot

Feelings are mutual

Others praying with different rituals

God is this it cause I feel it in the air almost like its a part of my intellectual

Painting a perfect picture

If only you're all able to see a part of my visual

For this is why I write despite the sight you gaze upon

Lost in the cause I'm ashamed to say this is how I act on

Even when I'm gone

I know you'll all be strong

Cause it's only wrong to consider myself to be someone who was just a pawn to look down on

Tears fill up the night sky as there's silence between each cry

Remembering what I did last as it will be my final goodbye

I wave to the what I left behind

No doubt in my heart that this will be the time of my life

Chains are broken free to roam

To a place I'll call home

Lord it's peaceful here

But yet I feel unclear

Why I steered so soon

Into your atmosphere

Only you know this answer

Sadness and sorrow

Converted into

Happiness and Laughter

It's almost like its meant to be

A heaven just for me

Created by me and you

Destine to be a dream team

I don't want to open my eyes

The world that I lived in was just a phony heaven full of lies

People fitting on a new and relevant disguise

Disgusted by this

But I wasn't surprised

My third eye was working just fine

Knowing is just a part of it

Living it

I Just didn't fit

To different to be consider just another cold shoulder delinquent

Seeing isn't just apart of believing

When you believe in something

It strikes the feelings

Is it to late to confront you when you don't expect it

Am I to late too

Just ask for a single second

Is it to late for me to express my world to you

Am I too late to tell you those three words I spoke that slid through my lips so smooth

Is it too late to step up and grab you by your tender little hands

Am I too late to spill my mind and tell you my sweet and captivating plans

Is it to late play with your curly mane of a hair

Am I to late to ask for one last game of truth and dare

Is it to late to lay next to your comfort

Am I too late to show you a glimpse of effort

I'm confused

And I will always lose

But it is you I choose to pursue

No matter the circumstances

You're my light and through that light you drive my passion

For you

But Am I to late to tell you that I do...

I'm almost there

I can feel it getting closer and closer

I waited patiently

For what's near

Heart throbbing breathtaking Destiny

With just the simple thought of it my mind and soul are at melody

It's real not like any other feeling which felt temporary

I feel at ease with what I dream to be

Seems like fate rages through my never ending bloodstream

In the distant I hear a silent shallow scream

I'll overcome what has yet to be done

Feels as if my body is flowing in this enchanting forest upstream

Not a care in the world

and not a single soul

can conclude me

Don't forget and remember this face

Cause I'll be the to put my pieces in place

Who am I?

Truth converted into lies?

Disguised by what I seem to recognize

It's all been a lie from the beginning of time

From my first breath to my way of speech

I must practice what I teach

Preach the peace of mind

Define this soul of mine

I'm designed by Gods image

Mix with a bit of self vision

Bridges were built then burnt

For the sake of villages

This is my home to attend

Who am I?

And Am I alive or am I dead?

Much to call upon

This Phenomenon of life after death

Endless cycle of faith

Like a bicycle with no chain

Train with no tracks

My spirit has broken these chains

This is yet to be the climax

My soul lives on forever

As my body endeavors whatsoever

It desires to acquire

Love that transpires

Seen to the heavens looked up to by hell

A love so real it's bound to make me kneel

So far I've reached my feels

But

Who am I?

Lost so I can be found ?

Or found to be on common ground

Sad to say I'm profound in lost

So I can have my own thoughts

Being alone

Is something I own not to be known

Strong to keep my groans and moans hidden

It's a power I've learned to hone

God permitted

But

Who am I?

Seems like the question is starting to strain

Constant battle between my knowledgeable heart and my lovable brain

Will I ever know the solution

Is that why there's life after death ?

So I can have a resolution ?