Never Again.
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Never again will I smile, at least mean it.
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Never again will happiness be a true feeling for me.
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Never again will my consciousness let me think on my own.
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Never again will my skin be the same.
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Never again will my “friends” get close to me.
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Never again will I feel comfortable with people, with such despicable creatures.
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Never again...
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Torn in Half
Every time I try and sleep, I think about her.
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Every time I wake up in the morning, I think about her.
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I should get over her, if she noticed she’d probably manipulate me.
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But I can’t, she is my life.
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I may not be her life, but in my eyes, she is my life.
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Tears roll down my eyes before my slumber.
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I wish that things were better.
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I wish you would return my love.
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But I can’t force you.
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So all I can do is hope that one day, things will change...
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