You drive me crazy.

Everytime we talk I get answers that don't make sense mixed with conversations that hit so deeply. It's like you've got two sides that must never be thrown together. Everytime I think I've got you there comes a time of not knowing that leaves me wondering all over. If I wondered long enough would you know what I was thinking or would you just resist the good. Putting myself out there had me trying for something I don't know if I could reach.

These words take my breath away and to even say them makes it feel like I was dying

Six months of no interaction and a simple conversation made those days worth it

Every tear that I shed you shed to

Every time I felt like my chest was pushing the air out so fast I didn't think that I would be able to breathe the same way again

And yet the break was good as I became one person instead of half of one

I couldn't believe how easy it was to just start speaking and how things never felt so easy

I just wish the time would pass like a breeze but it is only some time until the we are free

I remember the last time that I saw you

We got to climb rocks, walk on water, and be kids

The time after that was truly the last time

It was cold and I couldn’t hold you

I wanted to reach through that door so bad

It is amazing how far 12 inches feels

I hated saying GOODBYE

Because it came too fast after hello

I had to TRUST that the next time

We talked I wouldn’t be ending something

That I had wanted for so long

@anidividual

I never knew how powerful words could be until I was taught how to use them. I learned how to take every emotion I felt and put it down in a way that only I understood. Well, in a way that you and I understood. Your the reason I started writing, why it became my addiction and my personal therapy sessions.