Sometimes to find the Best within.

I must confront the worst of me.

And shake hands with my darker self

For after all we share this being

I dream of what I use to be

It hurts to think about the past

To spare my pain I fight my sleep

Knowing life will never last

Separated.Two directions.

One accepts. The other questions

To be a man and mind divided

Misunderstood through bad connections

When...

Good things come to those who wait

May Patience free me from this pain

A life that's waiting, past behind me

I Know one day my soul will find me

Guided by my dreams that blind me

Living life while stars are dying

Wishing this could never end

I need to feel this way again

To understand the future

I must accept the past

And where I've been

Is where the end begins

and i ascend

Gameboi ( New poem)

I dream that I am free of pain

Rearranging memories

Tetris for the soul

Pac man always chasing ghost

Mortal combat deadly blows

On thin ice kept on my toes

Sink or swim and drown so cold

Supressed beneathe the undertow

Up out the pipe dream watch me flush

You know I love what makes me rush

Can love or kill with just a touch

But blood and sin is not enough

To keep me quiet

Silent riot

Think I'm crazy?

You should try it