Incomprehensible emptiness
I tried and did everything I could,
But somehow it feels like something is not quite right,
Like there’s a missing spot deep in my heart that can never be filled,
And I’m craving for something but could not explain what exactly it is.
Finally, as your shadow draws closer to mine,
I found the answer to that emptiness.
It is YOU.
I’d Rather be Shot Dead
When you realize what you did but it is already too late. No way can I correct my past. Regret is all that’s left in my heavy heart. There is no one around to lean on; no one to depend on. I’m all alone in the darkness, questioning why did I do that... Was I in my right mind? Am I stupid? Why do I trust others so easily? With just a few flowery lines, I became under their spell, with no control over myself. To be manipulated or to be shot dead right away. I’d rather choose the latter.
Shattering Truth
Oh, why? Why must life be like this?
So sudden, so unexpected...
Leaving the empty doorstep, only to listen to the cries of the wind.
Turning into a sharp edge, only to hear people whimper and mourn.
Stepping into the whitewashed, plain, pale hospital rooms, only to receive a solemn statement:
" Sorry, we've tried our best, but he's GONE..."
So broken we are, inside out.
At every corner we turn, lies, deceits, unsaid truths filled our path.
Just a single step, and we are trapped in yet another painful, heart tearing truth...
Like a knife it is, piercing deep into our hearts, twisting our lives into an unknown maze...
Leaving us with distorted routes to journey on, inch by inch, in agony and fear...
Oh, how? How shall we face it then?
Sobbing till there's no more tears left.
So cold, so broken...
That's what is left in life ahead...
A path with no direction, no light, no hope.