Oh little leo you are a MIGHTY little lion. Though small you are STRONG. You BREAK BERRIERS. You CROSS LINES. Your are FEARLESS. Your loves so POWERFUL it flows through the recievers blood and soul. None can tame your wild natured self. Rain or shine you run freely through the world. Let your wild child like self roam and never let anyone hold you back. BE FREE little leo. LET GO little leo. BE WILD little leo. This LIFE IS YOURS. You are a LEADER and many follow. VIBRANT little leo. NEVER TAME your WILD NATURE. LIVE LIFE LOUD AND PROUD!!

He looks at me as if I was something he's never seen before. I wonder; how could someone be so amazed by me? Amazed by every flaw I have. Amazed by my own beauty that I even struggle to see at times. It's in that moment I realize... those eyes he see's me through are not mine. They are his. He see's me in a different light. I can't help but to wonder what I look like in his eyes. How green are my eyes to him, how does my skin look, what color is my hair and do I have smile lines? When he looks at me my heart begins to race, because I can feel the love being poured into my soul just by that single glance. Then he smiles. Man that smile of his is contagous; comforting in a way. I feel my cheeks heat up and I know I'm turning red. I giggle and look away. He brings his warm hand to my face and gently pulls me in for a kiss. Oh how I love those kisses. They will never get old. The love we have for each other no one will ever understand. It's a love so powerfull that no matter what happens it can not break. This love will never end and I'm so grateful to be with him. <3

"Love is forgiving"

-Mom

Have you ever thought about someone so much that it kept you up at night, just thinking about them? Like just thinking about how much you love that person and you'd do anything for them. For example knowing you only have $20 in your bank and giving them $15 for gas money because they need it, and you wouldn't do that for anyone else except for them. Well I think about you alot and tonight the thought of you is keeping me up. I love you so much that I feel like my heart is going to explode. I have cried over the fact that it's almost been two years and you're still here dispite all the bs we've been though. It's clear that you love me too. Like alot. I know at times I can be a lot to handle... we both can. But I'm happy I still get to tell you everything I'm thinking about. I just want you to know how much I appreciate you and how much I love you because there is no one else I'd rather be with. I love you to the moon and back (except the earths not there) Dispite all our mistakes and misunderstandings or lack of communication (sometimes), You'll forever be my person. I love you bubs. :)

Love,

Babs <3

***This is to who ever needs to hear this I hope this makes your day just a pinch brighter. May tomorrows sun shine just a bit more for you. :)***

I appreciate you and all that you do.

I appreciate your smile and that crooked tooth of yours.

I appreciate your horrible taste in music that you still manage to dance horribly to.

I appreciate your morning dragon breath.

I appreciate the hard times you give me when I try to get you out of bed.

I appreciate your dramatic personality and the way you get people to stare.

I appreciate the times you open up to me about how you’re feeling.

I appreciate how strong you are to keep moving forward.

I appreciate the way you somehow make me smile even when I’m angry.

I appreciate the way you put up with everything that I do that annoys you

Because no matter how much we piss each other off our night always ends with “Goodnight, I love you.”

I appreciate you through everything.

Every situation.

Every moment.

Every laugh.

Every tear.

I appreciate you and I love you.

So please, never forget

And if you do,

Read this

And know that you are appreciated and loved and forgiven and accepted.

Warm air, hot sand, and garage bands.

Big waves and salty hair,

Cotton candy skies and flutterbyes,

Smells like summer,

Closed eyes and warm embrase,

Sun kissed skin and tropical perfumes,

Peace, love and happieness, and VW vans,

Lots of friends, losts of laughter, and lots of love....

Family? Family!!

Quiet I sit in the middle of chaos,

Thunder clapping from all directions

Screams and crying flow thick through the air.

I grip onto what sanity I have left. A sliver of hope.

Make it stop. Make It Stop! MAKE IT STOP!!!!

Clench my eyes shut. Just to open them to nothing.

I am alone. The world is still.... the world is quiet... I am calm.

Since you left me...

I fall asleep alone every night

No one there if I wake in the middle of the night

No warmth of your body or the weight that pressed against the sheets next to me.

Empty.

Empty is the word that discribes the space I lay next to.

Since you left me...

I don't really want to talk to anyone else.

I let people get close but not close enough to touch.

I try to open up but then I just slam the door in their face.

And pretend that they don't exist.

Since you left me...

I miss holding your hand

The way you look at me

Your smile

Your hugs

I miss you.

But since you left me...

I rip my heart open and just bleed.

I let my emotions soil the paper

Ink smeared and no longer legable

Since you left me...

I have become an artist.

Thank you for leaving so I can find myself again.

Thank you for leading me back to a lost passion.

Thank you for leaving ME!

I am not as I seem. A snake. Fucked up. Sick. I play with the weak. Call me evil if you wish. You will fall for me too. A trap. You will tell me your darkest secrets. All about your home life and how your girlfriend isn’t the same. I will eat you alive. Swallow you whole. My next meal. Convincing you to do things you wouldn’t normally do. Make you scream while you struggle to climb out of the hole I personalized just for you. Your fears and nightmares now a reality. I am what you fear and all that comes with it. Every emotion. Every taste. Every smell. Every feeling that brushes your sensitive skin. Whimpering while I crush you single handedly. You love it. Every drop of lust pouring, oozing, leaking out of you while you wallow in your own filth. Loving every second of it. Sadistic is what you call me with a painful smirk on your face. Confused by the overwhelming rush of senses. The weight of my power sitting heavy on your chest as you gasp for air under my ice cold hand. I break you. My venom piercing your veins. Pure agony flush on your face. My commands now a new nature. Controlling every inch of your being. Pure perfection.