Mama I love you forever

Dear Mama,

I wish you all the best for Mother’s Day even if this time it’s in heaven!

Dear Urmel,

I miss you infinitely, from the earth to the moon and back again, I love you just as much, from the earth to the moon and back again!

It’s so strange that you’re not there anymore; it’s just nothing like it was before. I hope that your spirit still hears me and that you know how much you still mean to me, forever and ever. It is very difficult to go on without you, but now it is a bit easier than it was in the beginning, when you unfortunately had to leave us. We were all very confused. But we will keep you forever in our hearts until our time comes and then we will hopefully be reunited with you. I still hope very strongly for a clear sign from you that I can interpret, but don’t stress yourself if you are not allowed to. Unfortunately, your time has come much too early and surprisingly. Every day I have to think of you, your smile, your positive energy, your sayings like; “If you think it won’t work anymore, a little light will come from somewhere!” Mom, I wish that you were still here today and that I could celebrate your mothers day with you. I love you soooooo infinitely! Thank you I would like to say that you were, and are, the best mom in the world! You are my sunshine and nowadays my moon at the same time, since you always said you love me to the moon and back again. Every evening, when I’m on the toilet and looking out of the window, I look for the moon and when the moon is full, I always think that’s you. I hope that you are my guardian angel now and still stop by me every day and help me make good decisions in life. It’s difficult to write to you because I cry, but I hope you can hear me. My greatest wish is that you no longer have pain and can rest in peace, but still accompany us on our way so that you don’t get too bored!!! It’s a shame that I don’t hear any more messages from you. It’s pretty monotonous. What more could I tell you about myself, except that I miss you and I still love sweets! Lol!! I’ve got some clothes from you and want to tailor them so that I can fit them, you know, I enjoy it! Furthermore, I will think of you every day and keep you in my heart that helps me through every day! Very often I speak to you through my prayers, I hope you hear me. Oh mom, why did you have to go way too early? It hurts so much, most of the time I try to suppress it, but very often it doesn’t work. Let’s say a clear sign would be if the light in the kitchen flickered. Then I would know that it would be you! I would be very happy about that! Mama I love you so, so infinitely! Your daughter, who loves you more than anything!