Does that include this heartache I feel in my chest?

Will my heart not feel likes it's breaking for a whole week.

I would love for this depression to go away even if its just for a little while.

I would be able to focus on what needs to be done.

With no pain I wouldn't get into fights with my older brother on a daily routine.

I wouldn't need to.

When it comes to the physical aspect of pain

I would get the tattoos I have been too afraid to get and the few piercing I want too

I would run as much as I can as the ache in my knees will be gone

and my chest won't ache, my muscles won't cramp up forcing me to stop.

I would run everyday of the week because thats is truly the only time I feel free

but my body holds me back from achieving that.

No pain for a week...

That's dangerous for someone like me.

I'd run until my feet bleed.

I'd squat until my legs gave up on me.

Might even go under the knife get plastic surgery. Just to get a picture perfect body.

After my week is gone and my pain is back.

I'd remember that pain is what I need.

Pain is what makes me human being.

Pain makes you comprehend things that your own cognitive thoughts can't see.

Pain can control us or we can control pain.

Remember that when you feel back pain you don't go to the doctor. Remember that when you feel pain from rejection and no longer feel significant. Remember that when you feel pain when your exercising; suddenly give up.

Pain is mundane we have to listen to it. Pain makes us thrive. Pain makes us powerful. Pain means we're still alive.

Pain means it's recovery time.

So the truth is a week without pain is trouble for a human being.

You want it not to matter

Or at least not care if it does.

You want to be the kind of smart that bought

Google at 10 bucks. That kind of smart.

You want everything

Off the rack

Off limits

Off the hook.

You want that stain to come out

Him to finally forgive you

Her to say you did your best.

You want to have paid more attention

Stopped it when you could.

Called out sooner.

Know you aren't to blame.

Let's stop saying

You.