The Taking.
We fucked up.
Well, really it was me.
You just sat there all beautiful
Giving
Asking nothing in return.
You've changed.
But I changed you.
I dug deep.
Took what was yours.
I get what I want.
But you don't belong to me.
I should have thought this through.
I can change.
It can't be too late.
It's me that is the problem.
America, you were always great.
Remembering
You leaned back
in that old knit swing on the porch
Laughed into your coffee
as the first of the sun brought
gold to your cheeks
It used to be like this
Us
We forgot how much we remembered
Before we took our separate paths
And we forgot about the pain
And who we were together
We even forgot our own name
The one we shared before the others came along
When you and I were us
When we shared a room
And used to whisper in the dark
I watched the shadows on your face
Until the light came out from under.
Salting Slugs
Bo used to salt slugs.
I didn't like it, but I tolerated it because Bo had a zip-line in his backyard that led to the marsh.
He'd put a salt shaker in his pocket and glide down to the swampy edge of the woods where the slugs were most likely to hide themselves from the sun under damp leaves in the afternoon.
I remember watching the little slugs, dusted in white grainy salt. Shrinking. Shriveling up, it looked painful. Those slugs were an open wound to me.
Bo sprinkled them with precision. It wasn't for fun, he wasn't ever smiling. It was more experimental. Eyes focused, salting at a steady pace.
My dress always covered in mud, constantly shifting in my boots to keep from sinking. It bothered me, but I accepted it. I wondered why I didn't say anything. But then, the zip-line was so fun.
The Living Room Floor Around Seven O’Clock
You flip through pages of your book.
Dusty knees pulled into your chest.
The simple chore
of brushing loose ends away,
as they keep slipping past your cheek.
Your finger smudged with ink
from tracing pages.
Dirt under your fingernails, forgotten.
For a moment within a moment
you are in it.
Strength in Breaking
My mother is alone
And I’m out here
I hate I’m not at home
I watch her suffer from afar
I know my mother very well
She’s picked herself up all the times she’s fell
"Cause in the end it makes you stronger"
And I wish I could believe
That strength were true
But I’ve seen falling leaves
I’ve watched them brighten as they crumbled
And then the winter settles in
The Massachusetts weather makes you thin
Although you think you’re getting harder
And my mother’s growing old
I see her wrapped up in the winter’s cold
And she is tired but she’s thinking
And she’s trying and she’s trying
Her bones, they ache, but hell she keeps on trying
And she’s falling while she’s flying.