i miss you
At first, I was a free fellow. I can do anything I want to.
Until one day, while I was sleeping, you moved to my house. I never knew I would meet you. Heck, I never even knew I would be stuck with you for the rest of the years.
You were so strict. I can't eat the way I want to because of you. I can't take a bath the way I want to because of you. I get scars because of you. I want to smile but I hide the pain I endure. Things became worse ever since you stayed with me. I wanted to kick you out of my house, but I can't.
As the days passed by, I got the hang out of it. Pain that lasts for years was no longer pain. I'm used to eating or bathing with you, and the scars no longer bleed.
In fact, I'm grateful that you came to my life. You made me more organized. You helped me fix my mistakes and make me stronger. You showed me that sometimes, pain is still good for me.
The day came you had to leave. I never wanted you to leave, but you said it was for me. You said that you already brought out the best out of me, and I no longer was the weakling I used to be. I hated to say goodbye, but I have no choice. You were going to leave, anyway.
The next morning, you were gone. I hope you're in a better place now. I miss you, and I will never smile the same way again.
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from: teeth
to: braces