Restroom realisations
I like my urinals foul.
300 generations
my trenches muddy
encounters, however sanguine,
bloody
full moon screeches in despair
drench in horror, many a street
the sorrow
the hunger
So:
Down to backdoorbasics
emergency exit essentials
sleazy alley syntax
offscreen omniscience
..
with
coked up clairvoyance
and
backstage ballsiness
Somehow, comfort
Relativity, in theory
on the lookout
for slightest trace
of human factor
in this barren, barfilled wasted no man's land
a million to one
many prevail
I lean back smiling
I get high
Awe.
Fucked Up Awe.
That night at “the Oubliette”:
(She:)
I saw a sign that read:
BEWARE!
NO MORE VIOLENCE BEYOND THIS POINT-
AGGRESSION STRICTLY TOLERATED
ANYWHERE OUTSIDE COMPOUND FENCE
(He:)
"It's like you said:
No one bites off the heads of chickens or rats anymore.. man is no longer a barbarian now..
These days you use synthetics, or an android if you don't wanna upset tóo many front row fans.. That's how you put on a show!"
(It:) "... he who seeks chaos for salvation,
also some day shall seek salvation
fróm exactly that same chaos ..."
Since there seems no way around it,
these words now just have lost all and every substance guys.
(Taunting the rim, Bartender smiles, almost invisibly)
Karmikaze
Made it thusfar, it so appears *
must have a gift, móments at least-
As motives plentiful, risk facing fácing corners
stakes always high, these staring eyes-
out loud and lóts around
At bait, though far too tempting -luscious prospect sumptuous-
yet surroundings edgy, favour opinion in perimeter division,
when upon current setting dodgy,
given plausible penniless peril -all of this of course alleged;
A word of council, now seems perhaps, somehow in order:
"The catch may be hairy
but the take is juicy
Real juicy."
Goddammit, sure can be hard
being.. a human being.
Seems like it's all I ever do;
and why on earth, I wonder
-for meaning it must bare-
opt for such choice of words,
which only bloom & wither nightly,
fuming heavily, heavenly reek of crime?