Hollow Sorrows of Love

I have these moments, where it feels like the world is against me. As if someone is out to get me.

It comes in waves, in days, in month long bouts. I always overcome the entity. I will come out on top.

Nothing can bring me down, I am a force to be reckoned with.

I am made of pure star dust and love, galaxies whirling around in my eyes.

I am made of strength and courage and empathy.

But in those moments; those days; those months; I can so easily forget just how great I am.

I stop shining. I'm dull and lifeless, nothing can bring me out of my bed; out of my head.

I forget my playfulness, my sexual prowess, my oh-so-quick wit.

I just seize up and stay inside my own brain, my reality, I try to feine.

We can break these cycles. We have the power to change or stay the same.

We can fight our demons together. The ones that are real and the ones we create.