Intoxicating grotesque mind of yours

The divine and the pretend saints bring their wars to you

Haunting ugly soul of yours

Ugly..?

You are home.

Taunting voices carrying us to the infinite abyss

Our obsession brings them no bliss

I should have been the hope

I couldn't break the through the shell

I should have been gone

I remain under your spell

Since your darkness shrouds their fake light

You are home.

Lay me to rest in your arms,

Take my agony to be yours,

Take my pain to your shrine

Chain me to your will

...Forever and always.

The haze clouding the mind

A blurry world with the pretense of being fine

Is the cerulean sky that high?

A lionizing quest to fly...

Wings tethered to hope for a better future

Taken over and spreading like a cancer

A never-ending promise of care yet full of rancor

Where is the silence of winter?

To ease the mind from the agonizing days and nights

Agonizing days and nights...

Frail softly touch of the tunneling white

So far, so far away to reach these heights...

Unfettered wings full of hope

Amidst the babel of their voices

A tainted soul wishing for a sun-kissed thought

Where is the light amidst their endless gazes?

...Fine.

Here on this wall, graffiti beautifully painted

Poetry left untainted

Despite being on your own

Lend your faith to reason

Treason!

The whole of you has been let down

So beautiful yet so fragile

The headaches bringing chaos every night

Thousands needles raining down on your skull

A porcelain mind giving in to destruction

Breaking into lifeless pieces

Is there any escape?

Is there any escape?

You will not be saved.

Flesh torn asunder

Bones are horrified by this sinister sight

Upon their devilish and horrid laugh

Blinded by the veil of gluttony

Feast!

Urge to fill their bottomless guts

Conflict arises when their hunger is not quenched

A ghoul-like appetite consuming all they see

None to share, all to them

Feast!

Even the devil steers away from their meat greed

The angels fly high the azuline sky so their

wings don't get sullied by their barbaric banquet

Their sin becomes their reason, an unholy pride.

You were the treasure I kept safe

In the darkest corners of my heart I felt your embrace

You were the reason I feared no more

I thought I would taste comfort evermore

And here I am today

Amidst the broken glass, confused

And here I am today

Cut by the shards that you left me in

Broken pieces of my solace

I was a treasure

Locked away to safety and far from danger

I was in a world of love and ecstasy

And I thought I would taste comfort evermore

And I am today

The broken glass bleeds my skin

Shred my very self to pieces

Exposed to this cruel world

Where are you!

And here I am today..

Whilst they were cavorting in the garden of

Amidst the scented camphor and blood red roses of

Thorned by their smiles and joy of

You are the maker of my past-time jealousy

Divine acquisition, I gazed at their love woebegone

For my crippled soul want them begone

As brothers and sisters of the sins are gone

Crawl to me and swallow my being

I am the scent of suffering

The bitter taste of yearning

Resentment in hiding

Thus the name of

Envy! Offer me what they possess

Proffer your love to me as I confess

Let them not obtain what I rightfully have

I gladly accept their utter grievance

May they serve as fodder in hell

For they deserve not happiness!

I wonder...

What is this scratching sound?

Maybe it's just my imagination

Let's go further down

It's a bizarre sensation

Oh... hey there. You're reading this?

This is... weird. Misty thoughts shroud my shrunk brain.

Come on now. Move on, better people await your curiosity.

By the way, do you happen to know the true meaning of reality?

Trapped in this phenomenon

It goes on and on

Forever bowing down to the insanity

Grasped within the hands of this entity

BLOOD EVERYWHERE

Hey! If you're still here, I just want to say... Hi!

Search for light within

A darkened tragedy

Vastly imposing suffocation

Everyone's sins are left on the

Maker's honesty, why is it so

Enticing to be in such pain?

Hence the darkness settled

Everyone's departure is due early

Love that was promised faded

Poisoned heart with fake purpose

Maybe this dilemma ends soon

Eternal peace is sought forever

#poetry