Pass was altered wasn’t it
The 1984 from George Orwell shruddered me that as though my knowledge is far different from the reality. When the old men is wiped out, the book is erased, there will be no link from present to the pass - before the time that Party urged that they liberated my country.
My concern grows bigger to the history lesson as though the former president was that bad, the former system oppressed the proles that much - no source for contradiction except from picture that press out by the Party. Even the elders who live at both times that subtly recall from memory without outlier, texture, only remember the useless detail miscellaneous and also wondering themselves are we better or not.
Look further, are we, people, manipulated by kind of montrous politic power that will keep changing the pass for the purpose of some celestial
Pick it up - Put it down
A man, who was lost, found a golden rock in the jungle, he was so happy and keep holding day by day. At first he's so pleased and forgot that he was lost, hungry and was looking to escape the jungle. Because of the heavy golden, he was more tire, slow down, the man's hand become weary and numb but he was so regret if he leaves the gold...
All is about decision, a promptly and precise decision makes the how it will start and how it will end. In love I made a choice unconsciously, immerse myself in love poison believing I can face anything in life. Then, the chemical left, I'm here fullfill with exhausted, tired and stressfull struggling with the chaos.
If you are holding something heavy then you can leave it and relief even it cost you more than ever but it's worthy.