I’m just a farmer trying to plant these seeds in an environment that’s not conducive to their growth. But I have to do my best to make these seeds grow to their full potential. Its hard to watch these seeds grow when these seeds are corrupt by the street life, and grow up in broken home families it hinders their nourishment.

It’s hard to watch these seeds grow when everyone is doubting them way before they are even planted in the grown. It’s hard to watch these seeds grow when they are seeing flowers die each day.

But the farmer will never give up hope on the seeds, and will continue to water them with knowledge until they become the beautiful flowers the seeds are destined to be.

You see me smiling, laughing living my life to the best of my ability, but you don’t know the pain that lies beneath the mask I wear. You don’t know what it’s like to walk in my shoes so don’t judge until you try on my size.

Trying to hold down the household with two mentally unstable family member, in the mist of trying to get your own life together. Juggling work life and personal life, busting a sweat just to obtain things you like. You don’t know what it’s like to walk in my shoes until you try on my size.

Every day I’m with you , you always seem to find a new creative way to put a smile on my face. Whether it’s Hanging out with you or talking about random things that pop up in our heads or arguing with you.... or being on the phone with you for endless hours makes , my feelings for you grow stronger each day .

We argue , you curse at me , you call me names both good & bad. But it’s not your words that you say to me that I️ care about ..its your actions towards me that speak 1,000 words & much more .... .......it’s the way you jump on me at random times that shows me that you will never let me go..........it’s the way you sit in my lap and wrap your arms around my neck that tells me that you feel safe and secure in my presence ............... I️t the way you look into my eyes and smile every time I️ pick you up that tells me the sky is limitless with our relationship.

The things you do to speak to my heart doesn’t come from your mouth ... I️t comes from your feelings and warming personally towards me and no words in the world could compare to this feeling I️ am having for you .

I’m just a 25 year old young man trying to accomplish anything I️ put my mind to. But Being confined in household where mom is on 6 different medications, suffers from depression of loosing her children’s father to another woman .....and loosing her oldest brother to cancer. Your hope starts to deter

When you come home every day to seeing your mother hooked up to an oxygen matchine surrounded by a household full of junk & still managing to smile at me seeing if I’m ok. Your hope starts to deter. ........When your spend hours and days searching for apartments so that you can be happy in your own space quietly .. but get denied multiple times due to stupid reasons . Your hope starts to accomplish .

When you bust your ass to get everything you and you still end up with the short end of the stick... your hope starts to deter

But it’s times like this where you have to realize that this where your hope matters the most

It’s times like this where you become resilient

It’s times like this where you have to realize ......just because this is your current situation, I️t does not have to be my final outcome

It’s times like this where your hope should not be deterred ......... I️t should determine how you rise from your struggles