under everyone’s noses
she's in her bedroom, asleep.
wait!
don't go in there, officer!
you might wake her up.
why don't you believe me?
i tucked her into bed hours ago.
she should be sound asleep.
why do you keep insisting my daughter is dead?
i think i would've noticed
if someone snuck into my house
and murdered my daughter in cold blood.
it's the middle of the night,
i've had enough of this nonsense.
i appreciate all that you do
but please leave my house.
...if i show you her room,
will you leave?
okay then...
...
...
gasp
Pain Inside Me
I keep so much pain
inside myself.
I grasp my anger
and loneliness
and hold it
in my chest.
It has changed me
into something
I never meant to be
It has transformed me
into something
I never meant to be.
It has transformed me
into a person
I do not recgonise.
But I don't know how
to let it go.
They say pain ends
but for me, it just numbs.
Only to come back
With a stronger force.
I don't know how much
more I can take.
Suffering, but pretending
that everything's okay.
I have so much to say,
yet I don't know
how to open up
to you
In a way that
doesn't make our
relationship awkward.
Will you accept me
when I reveal myself?
Or will you leave me
just like everyone else?
...Are you the true friend that I have been looking for?
Nicknack
You are like fabric knotted together to hold up a shirt.
Pragmatic.
Clean, perky lines smiling across the throat.
Classically original.
A demeanor that compliments those it meets & captivates the attention it boldly attracts.
Unexpected.
A rakish addition to an otherwise dull silhouette. Strategic placement of a polished and meticulously selected accent.
Upgraded.
Initial inspiration & satisfying closure.
Intimidatingly tempting & childishly mature.
Ironic.
A staple, swanky enough to cause envy in the eyes of onlookers.
Paramount.
Luckily, I watch your immaculate appetence & relish with enjoyment.
Analogous.
Carry
I didn’t mean to
• Hurt you
• Fight you
• Annoy you
• Break you
• Kill you
• Shame you
Or:
◦ Lie
◦ Steal
◦ Fake
◦ Betray
◦ Pretend
◦ Hide
◦ Cower
◦ Trespass
I know I:
‣ Messed up
‣ Let you down
‣ Failed us
‣ Broke us
‣ Blamed you
‣ Destroyed us
‣ Left you
‣ Abandon you
‣ Murdered you
My intentions were to:
» Fix us
» Help you
» Save you
» Protect you
» Fight for you
» Die for you
» Long for you
» Make you happy
» Make you smile
» Make you laugh
» Make us laugh
» Carry you
» And to build something no ones ever seen before.
But I only:
Broke.
Because I’m only:
Human.
@Laveenya is My Sister!
Yup, it’s true. Laveenya is my younger sister. I don’t know why I didn’t say it before; I guess it was because I was worried that she will be embarrassed if anyone found out that I (a weirdo like me) was her sister.
First things first, you may wonder how my younger sister is *ehem* more more popular on Prose than I am. Well, all I can say is, she’s a very talented person.
I was jealous at first, but now I realise that in family, there is no competition. I will always support my sister, and I am proud of her; I’d do almost anything for her.
Laveenya is an outgoing, optimistic and responsible person who brightens up the mood in any place. She is a kind, smart person and can be a very good friend. We’ve had some ups and downs, but that doesn’t hide the fact that she is a very compassionate sister.
Be sure to check out some of her posts! The link is here:
https://theprose.com/Laveenya
I hope my sister realises how much I love her. Tag her in the comments if you guys think she should see this post! :)
I’ll always be rooting for ya, sis <3
