The dance I would love to have with some seem to never come day by day I let my soul down and I can't stop thinking about what I don't have or the things I'm missing in life some people my call me selfish and inpatient but I see my friends and family laughing and have a good time and I can't stop feeling sorry for  myself it dances over and over in my mind and the funny thing is that I have the world and I want more what a bitch life is for the good and the bad I know that I can grab the stars and the moon but I want more I have so much and yet I'm empty I love you I care about you but do I im a fucken fake ass person with nothing to share or give to anyone I fucken judge like I'm God running my mouth like I have some to say toxic word are like knife cutting down people souls making me feel better for just a minute then I'm back to my sad fake life

She rocks my world to the Core she shows me it's okay to be myself she shows me it's okay not to wear the mask I was appointed she shows me it's okay to love myself more than I love anyone else she shows me it's okay to love without conditions she shows me it's okay to laugh in public she is so beautiful her heart is full of love enough to carry us both she does it so easy she Never complaints she is the most amazing woman I know.

Have you ever seen something so beautiful that you have to look twice you hope that she glances over your way if just for a moment so you can Captivate her Beauty everything comes to a stop your heart Beats faster your hands begin to sweat you your mouth dries you get chills down your back you trying to find the courage to walk over your feet seem to be nailed to the floor you can't even find the words even if you have spoken them a million times the simplest of word are erase by her beauty she's captivating. your world comes to a stop you can't control the voices in your head you can't even control your eyes they flicker like a dying star when you feel that all is lost she comes over and says hi the beginning to a beautiful  story written by authors without a pen but by the the emotions running through you the story catches fire everyone around you can't see the love flowing out of you like Rivers beating against the rocks she cuts a canyon through your heart your eyes are open it feel like a dream but it's not so you take a breath and say hi that's a beautiful story written

Looking forward to see her looking forward too her feel looking forward to a life better then the one I made-up for myself looking forward to hearing her say my name looking forward to say I love you without a hesitation in my voice or a absent mind I pray she longs for me in the way I long of her looking forward to happy years happy souls mixed in with love and respect looking forward to that beautiful day.

I'm Slippin I'm Fallin I'm look through my ffoggy lens the world is passing me by rush through my life acting as if I have no idea what I'm doing knowing what is expected of me and trying to hide fear runs over me Shadows follow me and I stay away from the light knowing my soul need something more darkness is not my life but I can't shake it it's seems like I sit at the table with demons feeding my soul spitting out my face all the mischief I wish would go away right before I feel like I'm dying it comes to a stop and my eyes open its a other beautiful day.

I race home to see you all I find is my own shadow up against the sorrow walls we once called a home open floor plans are like bleeding hearts hoping to find some one too sew them together all I see is the words written on the wall as Vivid as a picture you stara at when you long for the one you love so you seat and cry hoping no one can hear you hoping for the day shall return false hope is all around you and you keep faith knowing that the words are as clear as day FUCK YOU

As I wake with no idea what the day to bring I hesitate for a moment and ask myself is this for real all the heartache all the mischief wish my soul he should take but i live for the ones i love so they won't be sad or have remorse i move forward dragging my feet living scratches in every step I take put that smile on and keep pushing forward today will be different today will be different.