Estranged Poetess
My heart is missing
from my ribcage
it was stolen
a long time ago
It stopped beating
when her smile
failed to glow
She’s long gone now
I don’t believe
she cares anymore
Might she notice my existence
if I stood by her front door?
Our love is history
now I sleep alone
on an empty bed
Yet, the one who stole
my heart, is dancing
in the skull of my head
I have yearned many things
if I must confess
Yet, my only covet
is seeing
the fiery eyes of
that estranged poetess
She is one of a kind
made from the atoms of my bones
She’d be forever
a mark in my heart
that stands
like graveyard stones
Many are afraid to die
but for her I would
die a thousand times,
to make her my wife
Maybe in death
she and I
could be besieged
by the same life
MidnightInk (6/19/2018)
Dawn
Birds sing at dawn
melodies of soothing peace
The harmony of their music
can put any mind at ease
The cascading vibration
is like a woman’s tease
It can rejuvenate a parched soul
with her gravitational release
The looping symphony starts
with a slow morning kiss
A nature’s beauty gets renewed
as she’s always fain to appease
My mind is fully awakened
to breathe this intoxicating bliss
This would be the only feeling
forever I long to seize
MidnightInker (11/15/2019)
Broken Wings
She is crying rivers, but
there’s no solace for her pain,
for her heart got shattered into pieces,
to a degree beyond repair.
Each memory she felt,
was reflections of her scars—
which makes her cry even more,
for she is a bird, with broken wings,
that cannot fly, through the open door.
She smiles for a moment, then
her grin fades away,
so she puts off everything
to cry another day.
She looks in the mirror
and sees her other self-image,
and says nothing’s left for me,
beyond the next page;
as she walked away with despair,
to her last tipping edge,
then she stopped, and wiped her tears
to never again, fall off the ledge.
So, she composed the broken pieces
and threw out the crashing pains and fears
she decided to find her youthful age,
when she dried, her last drop of rainfall tears.
Gravity
Pull me closer like gravity
Let me rest my head on your chest.
So you can run your gentle fingers
through my hair, to calm down my anxiety.
It’s peaceful, when the wind whistles
And sends me to a dreamland, so deep.
When you sing me a lullaby song
I quickly fall asleep.
Your eyes are magnetic
Filled with such intensity.
You’re so seductive
to levitate me with immense velocity.
So invite me in, under your bare skin—
Let me explore your vehement feelings raging within;
I long of being behind your golden gate—
Yet inside your inner-core,
And journey down to that special hot-place,
where nobody has ever discovered before.
A Lonely One Way Road
I know this gentle pen well.
It was full of life,
painting vibrant hues.
But now, it’s completely
crestfallen and arid,
and refused shedding
a drop of tear
from this broken heart
I’m holding close.
It’s almost dawn,
and I’m still sitting
by the window,
gazing outside,
eyes fully fixated
on that lonely
one-way road
home;
I must’ve sat here all night long,
waiting for you
yet, you’re nowhere insight.
On this lonely one-way road,
I see not footprints,
not even the one
you’ve imprinted, when you left.
My mind is left in plight.
This is totally absurd though,
having no inks to spill
when I’m aching
to tell you
how I’m feeling
inside.
As a poet, shouldn’t this be easy,
dancing with words or metaphors?
Am I a poet?
I feel guilty for calling myself one,
for I used to know this tender
crying ballpoint,
but not this lonely,
obsessed man, who’s studying
the naked blank pages
alone.
I never met
this broken man, who’s still
looking out the window,
and waiting for you
to walk home again,
on that long, lonely
one-way road.
Maybe now is the time
To dry my eyes and stop to cry
And forever say goodbye.
MidnightInk (10/14/2018)
Therapy
Pains, unspoken
tattooed
dark scars
buried beneath
running through
your cellular veins
have no mercy
till their ignited,
burning flames
strung and choke
your life out of you,
if you just scratch
the wounds
on the surface
Fear, hidden
deep within
sleeping like a baby
but boils unrest
under the skin
suddenly explodes
unless
therapy intervenes
Therapy, medicinal
a healthy way to live
with full
reconciliations,
without resentment
therapeutic candle light
otherwise,
destruction is
all you’d achieve
MidnightInk (10/4/2018)
Pristine Morals
Once up on a time,
I was a Man of pristine morals.
Even though I wouldn’t say
I am holding that prestige today,
I was a Man of pristine morals!
Once up on a time!
I cannot recall the day
I crossed the grey line, and
ended up
where I’m standing today.
But, once upon on a time,
I was a Man of pristine morals—
Pristine, like the clear blue sky.
Now, I no longer obviate my mind
from taking its own flight,
down a dangerous and spiral road.
But, once upon on a time,
I was a Man of pristine morals,
pristine, like a child’s eyes.
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MidnightInk (7/14/2018)