bubbleslishes
Well I love to read and write and my dream is to become an author. Some of my favorite authors are E.L. James, Stephanie Mayer etc.
Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner...
As I lay here next to you
2 AM crying myself to sleep
You don't move
do you even hear me weep
I try hard to be the best
It goes unnoticed
Feeling unloved
unappreciated
Sick as it sounds
I'm used to it
So why do I still cry
I yearn so desperately
to be put on a pedestal
Appreciated for my strengths and soul
I crave the beauty of being loved for my passion and creativity
everything that makes me whole
I have jumped into the ocean of hope and 3rd chances
only to have you hold
my head under water
Finally I come up for air
Dazed but no longer confused
I contemplate
should I have stopped the pattern sooner before it was to late
I should have
But I didn't
can't go back
So this is where we are at
There you go
here I stay
Without a partner....
Im better off this way