a free mind

a loving soul

someone you would think

you used to know

i find my soul

my purpose to be

continue with life

living in peace

sitting here in tears

my mouths gone numb

a moment in fear

a time we were done

you can pull through

keep trying your best

never give up

youve worked to hard to put it to rest

stand tall

keep your chin above your chest

sitting here in tears

i lay my head to rest

my eyes puffy

i cant get my feelings off my chest

i feel at home

no longer alone

i fight my battles

a long road home

pavements made

foot in the grave

same mistakes

foot deep in the grave

months later

better choices not a risk to take

i feel at home

no longer alone

a struggle i fight

to make a home

one time

is all it takes

to put everything

away for days

why is my mind captivated

i cant bare

to put us at stake

my minds exploding

what do i do

when im trying

an its not enough for you

what will happen

to us in this situation

why is it one thing

next another

my mind hurts

i feel baffled

one time

is all it takes

singing in sync

in tune with the mind

capturing immense beauty

chords of true colors

earth blooming underneath

where my feet lye

a voice to life

lit cigarette between my lips

lap full of fur an warmth

water for my thirst

sitting in contentment

waiting for the phone to ring

hearing your voice is my favorite thing

my love

i wear this ring

waiting on you to come home with me

sitting by the pond

reminiscing on my angel from above

the presence ive missed

the man i love

poppy guiding me through

thoughts grasping my attention

provoking me to think

talking to my angel

i can breathe

we’re on our way

to your beginning

a new place

todays the day

dont stress

youll be okay

trust the process

take it day by day

keep your head up

seize the day

your logic to life

seems backtracking

i wonder if the fights

are worth the pain

i wonder if rehab

will be a gain

will we be sane

your logic to life

i already see a change

im proud of you

for always seizing the day

todays your last day

some might say

you arent doing enough days

but im proud

ill say it loud

youre doing more than okay