You see

i want

coffee

and books

and money

and things

but

thats not what i need

i need

love

a family

a friend

someone to hold my hand

and walk me through the dark

i need

someone to connect with

i need

a home

i need

hope.

but the thing is

there is no one

to ask for the things i need...

so

to all of you who ask

what i want for Christmas

ill tell you all the same

i want

coffee

(fufillment)

books

(escape)

money

(independence)

and things

(love)

Well I mainly wanted new clothes cause mines too small or I just don’t like it but Yea

I’d like a new phone case

I want a ferret so bad, like I’ve wanted one for years

But I already have a cat n dog, a fish that had died when I leave (parents were still home so not sure how)

Supernatural things like anything really

Anything to do with space

Most of the stuff I say I’d like just gets called Childish and I need to get more grown up things

And I’m really bad at answering this question so that I’m not telling the same things to everyone at asked

But let me know what you’d like for Christmas, I’d like to know

Have a good day/night! :)

What I want for Christmas is like Christmas, unrealistic.

I want world peace (just like Miss America).

I want my children to respect me and show me love.

I want evil in the world eliminated.

I want real justice, not sold out prominent decision makers.

I guess I want utopia which is not of this world.

I want a new hat

And also a rat

But that's a problem

Because I have a cat

I also want a new car

But that will erase

All traces

of empty space...

1. I just want life to go back to how it was before.

2. I want some books

3. I want a to get my nose pierced

4. I want some money to redecorate my room

5. I have no idea what else, I haven't thought about it much

Gilded promises, gilt-edged

Invitations to the insider event,

Visiting hours

Endless.

Mime your love behind a glass, the

Eternal manifestation of desire.

Empty parking lots loom glorious at night, so be

Visceral in your imaginings and let me see

Everything, and nothing, and

Rewind the little things

You tried so desperately to admit were

True, and failed;

Hide something inside me so

I can be a secret,

Never selling, never

Giving.

Invite me to your parties so I have somewhere to go in the afternoon.

Why do you see me? I thought I was invisible

And I liked it that way, but also

Not at all, so maybe

Time will tell and I should give this all up.

I am the most indecisive person in the world, so I can't really answer this. I suposse if there was anything that I needed it would be this...

I would like a guitar capo,

a Carmen Sandiego show set,

A few new books,

And what I want most of all,

Is for the world's sanity.

(I already know where mine went. It went to Neverland and decided to never come back.)

I want it to be memorable.

My last Christmas with my family should be memorable.

I want us all to start getting along, even with the toxic one.

I want to be given useful things I can use for the next ten years.

I want things like durable socks, new trainers, and a more durable phonecase.

I want a sturdier, more powerful computer.

I want to keep hold of my relationships.

I want to get back in contact with him.

I want to enjoy one last year by the tree, with my cat, the dogs, my quail.

I want to eat Mom's sausage rolls, and drink cocoa while dad plays a video game.

I want to join him in that game for once.

I want to be loved and appreciated.

I want to recognized by my family for the patience I've given.

For the time I could've been using for myself that I ended up dedicating to them.

I want my brother to leave me alone.

I want my feelings back...

I want this year to finally end.

That's what I want for Christmas.