Anxiety

Honestly? I think it would feel like anxiety.

Because what happens if you wake up and everyone else is still asleep? And you go "Hey! Wait a second, I need help, I'm alone!!"

But nobody else wakes up with you, they just tell you "It's okay, don't worry. Stay asleep."

But you can see the dream falling to chaos, you can see the things that are going wrong, and you desperately know "Oh gods, we have to do better!"

---- And that is okay.

Because you know what? You will do better.

For the simple reason that you exist - that's all you have to do.

Hang in there, listen to yourself, and when it's your time to do the good / right thing you'll know.