Alone and Free
When I was a student back in the mysterious seventies we had a variety of drinking songs and the most important part of the song in my opinion, was the words. We also had challenges to test or evaluate how stable or drunk we were and what our capabilities were? One of these challenges involved reciting up to twenty sentences, a string of words relating to numbers, I never got the name of this challenge. An example would go – Big fat hen…. Couple of duck…. Three brown bear…. Four fine furze…. etc. etc. My favourite line was…. Eight egotistic egoists egotistically expressing exciting ecstasies…. Nine was also good…. Nine Nubian nymphs nimbly nibbling nuts, which created all sorts of ideas and thoughts for a young man at that time!
So to get to my favourite words, it’s not only their complexity and meaning but also their sound and relevance to the ‘perpetrator’ that counts. For this challenge I choose the words ‘exciting ecstasies’ to see where and what these pleasing ‘conglomerates’ might expose.
Alone and Free
Sneaking a fragment of time
And being all alone
Contemplating the past
Inhabiting places foregone.
I came across some memories
From the dubious past
A collection of ‘exciting ecstasies’
That infinitely will, forever last.
A Study on Ephemeral
maybe the beauty in the ephemeral
is in the way it lacks
eternity
the way it's present
and existent in the
now
like butterflies and birds
and how the way they land in your arms
makes you feel
younger
and peaceful
before they proceed to move on
to a dead log
with fallen leaves
maybe it's when
you drink hot chocolate
warm and thick and delightful
right until the cup cools
down
and tips
up
empty
and you realize that it was
gone
before you've even started
or maybe it's when you look at her
and you can't
breath
when she laughs
and the air is knocked out of
your lungs
and instead, instead
the world seems to be the one
breathing for you
inhaling for you
making you gasp
at that feeling of ethereal
of flowers blooming in spring
over, and over again
of infinity
in a moment
that passes in a tick-tock
Maybe the beauty in the ephemeral
is how it transcends a lifetime
in a moment, darling
2 Favorite Words (currently)
Aardvark
I spelled it after freaking out during the math test
Again again in my head
Seeing 2 red A's in a row
A purple R,
A dark blue D,
Orange V,
Another shiny red A
Purple R,
Orange K.
The word was like a sunset in my head
Reminded me how to breathe.
Eulogy
What I wrote for him after he died
Again and again and again
In hundreds of poems, I feel the one word
The blue E, making the word blue like my sorrows
It feels wet in my fingertips
Brings me to the oceans,
Water lapping up on my feet
Threatening to drown me
Ending with a yellow Y,
Yellow, the color we all have to wear on Monday
Because it's the anniversary of his death.
Empty
I lie awake wondering how I will go on
In this empty bed now you have gone
Nightly I fall into this cruel abyss
With lingering thoughts of your lips and kiss
I close my eyes and you appear
Next to me breathing words into my ear
When I turn to look your pillow is cold
There is nothing left of you to hold
Part of me wants to admit defeat
Though the part that yearns is incomplete
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Indubitably Dubious
He was lurking in the shadows,
Wearing a cape, long and black.
A hat pulled low on his head.
carrying a tightly knotted sack.
Shifting from foot to foot,
pacing all around,
He seemed very anxious,
tapping his cane upon the ground.
His presence was ominous,
this stranger looking out of place.
So I was dubious about confronting him,
coming face to face.
I tried to appear confident,
as I marched across the street.
I stood directly in front of him,
but he kept looking at his feet.
So I cleared my throat and spoke
“Excuse me sir, but are you lost?,
can I help you find your way?”
Then he answered with exhaust…
“Indubitably!”