home.
a long time ago
on a lonely stretch of earth
with only the sun & moon to talk to
there was a plain, white house.
the foundation was cheap
with termites and wasps
existing as an exception
to what could even be called a house
a marvel of cracked brick and tired wood.
rusted pipes and door hinges
moaned with each gust of air
the dissonance of alone
drowning out
the cricket’s call to arms.
but even through the broken glass
staining the knots
of each rotted floorboard
was a little light
that burned brighter than any star.
and suddenly
the wood breathed anew
upon the polished metal pipes
and the door hinges sang hymns
through each reborn window
glass stained with her.
not so long ago
on a beautiful plot of earth
kissed awake by the sunrise
tucked in by the moonlight
there was an elegant, white house
one that you called home.
Through the Eyes of a Dragon (from 1998 or 1999)
Some would like you to believe that the eyes are the windows into the soul. If you are one of these people I'm here to tell you that you are a fool, for what it is that I've come to realize is that the eyes are not windows but merely mirrors which reflect the pieces that you wish to see. Until you realize this you are at a disadvantage. For if you fail to see the dragon within them you will surely die.
Now for some of you I am sure dragons are more like fairytales and demons only live in children's nightmares. But for me and the thousands of others like me who have fought on the bloody battle grounds of life. We have seen those dragons that live in the souls devouring it; making them numb to death. Destroying their guilt they no longer see the faces of their enemies or hear their pleas. And after awhile that is all their heart knows. Death. They crave it, they search for it, they become it. Those are the demons who haunt me, who stalk me. I am not saying that I too have not fallen victim to the dragons grip, for I too have lusted for the blood of another. Blinded by rage and betrayal, I hunted them, I killed them.
But I was forced back to reality the only way possible. By seeing myself in the ones I hated. Hearing the pleas of the fallen that I too once cried. And with that, at the end of a battle I surely would have won, I lay down my sword.
So it is now standing in the rain of a battlefield I created looking upon the bodies of those I killed I end my life the way it has always been. Alone. May the faults I had in this world not follow me to the next. Please forgive me, and for the first time may my name be yours like it was always meant to be.
Aya Yuramaso
Reality
How is it that we continuously fail to realize
The truths that we see with our eyes can also be lies
That our perception of reality, shapes our reality
Don’t get caught up in semantics like individuality
Though it’s enriching to celebrate our differences
It is our likenesses that allow us to make our inferences
Through these things with which we all, at some point, identified
We find a little common ground and make understanding simplified
Wake the sleep from your eyes
Please, open your tired minds
See not just what you envision
But use all your senses in collision
People are no more flatscans than imagination
The world is full of things worthy of infatuation
But take heed of old proverbs regarding moderation
Be weary of the humble, looking twice for admiration
But never hold back the joy that you feel
At the end of the day, it's you, who deems what’s real
If space and time are continuum’s, not linear constants
Instinct and intuition should be your favored consultants
For just as the tree does not say to the leaf , at all,
‘Winter is near and I need you to take a perennial fall’
Neither do we process reality in a single sensory line
The beauty of life, is that this one is yours as much as it’s mine.
-M.E.
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This Damnation - 07/2014
I often paint pictures in reality with influence.
Every shift of intent a catalyst to make the difference.
For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.
Sometimes I push and prod more for my satisfaction.
Curiosity, fascination, and intrigue for motivation.
A violent itch in my eye like a gladiator Thracian,
or a flutter and narrow for a spot of flirtation.
Am I studying human behavior for a dissertation?
No, I’m just enjoying my life amid this damnation.
|| another-proser ||
Wings
A handful of feathers was all that was left
I picked them up and stacked them neatly
His deadly words would pluck them out
Some by the handful some one at a time
I once had pretty wings to carry me around
No longer in beauty can they be found
A handful of feathers was all that was left
So I picked them up and handed them over
To the healer of my wounded wings
He spoke to me gently and promised to fix
Each and every feather that fell to the ground
Promised to take them and start fresh and anew
A new pair of wings of a different hue
A pair of wings not for beauty to be worn
But rather of strength for the use of flying alone
Beautiful wings are to be seen not used
Your wings my child are to be used not seen
For your journey is long
And your journey is hard
Not intended to be showcased in beauty alone