I Am My Own Utopia
seas rock my soul
inflate my empty spaces
billow with dreams
kites of saffron emotions
wind ruffling blushed beaches
bleached walls of sand
wrap arms around foamy cusps
slipping between sheets of water
purity of cleansing mist
whispered secrets released
love notes scrawled in grains before us
flirting seagulls soar above
poured light of amethyst beams
sunshine swims in sprinkled rays
sunlight drips mustard on my toes
flowing water of overlapped waves
jaunty fish silhouettes
fragrant wisps of clinging seaweed
truth cradling purity of tints
embraced by daylight eyes
utopia a mirage just one step ahead
serenity of secret promises
saline breezes ruffling senses
I take a deep breath of aqua
knowing I am my own utopia.
MY UTOPIA
Here, I am safe
Here, I am warm
Here, I can breathe
Hide from the storm
I never thought I'd find this place
This secret little nook
Yet, by some sweet twist of fate
I found it without having to look
It's my favourite spot
In the whole wide world
& nowhere else comes close
To this rarity unfurled
Absolute perfection
Peaceful, calm & quiet
If someone tries to pry me loose
My, how I shall riot
This is my home
Where I belong
Once, I was weak
But here I am strong
I see stars that shine
Instead of stones
I see a life to live
Instead of bones
I smell sweetness
Instead of decay
I smell the start
Of a brand new day
Everything sparkles
All shiny & new
Glittering & glowing
In an opalescent hue
I never want to leave
& if you'll have me, I'll stay
Because here is where
All my fears are kept at bay
This place I speak of
Is quite unique
Only one exists
& it's my private boutique
No one else may enter
It's for me alone
As I breathe the secret scent
Of your masculine cologne
My utopia
Is in your arms
Side by side
Connecting palms
You're my heaven
Here on earth
& because of you
To love I gave birth
You're my heart
My blood sings your name
Since I met you
I've never been the same
So I'll keep you as a treasure
A precious gift from above
We fit together perfectly
Like a warm & perfect glove
Two souls as one
For all eternity
I know that you & I
Were always meant to be
©CJ
20/7/2017
My Utopia
Not having any awkward vibes
Accepting there are varied lives
Forgiving all who insult me
Understanding they can't see
Meeting new inspiring souls
Attaining all my unmet goals
Never feeling like I'm tired
Throwing out the word retired
Rejoining with my peeps who die
Realizing death's a lie
Watching blazing sunlight's gleam
And colors that I have not seen
Reassured that all is well
There is no place people call hell
Resting in the arms of Him
Who lets me slide of all my sin
Rewind my life so better be
The next time I possess this me
Know that I am not alone
The Spirit with me where I roam
knowing how the universe
Relates to frankincense and mirth
Feeling wonder in my soul
Angels dance as the clouds roll