In the haze of black night,
my chest rises and falls,
a barrier in the hills and valleys
of colorless existence.
I struggle to exhale my mind,
find my way out
of my tombed place.
I hover over new truths,
battle to breach my limits,
push aside the sounds
of silent isolation of
unclear windows
and tainted blood.
Shivering in grey sea,
barriers too heavy
to lift in sunless rain,
flooding past my waist.
Storm clouds blocking
self-imposed barriers.
I must tear the skin
of my pandemonium,
roll up my sleeves
and listen to bold sounds
to reawaken my heart.