I Wish They Knew
I wish they knew
Me and only the real me
Not the me with friends
Not the me with family
I wish they knew
How much pain they cause me
Every comment and remark
A knife into the heart
I wish they knew
How I go to bed each night
Crying and unable to sleep
But still pretending for their sake
I wish they knew
The amount of thoughts
Running around my head
Killing me inside out
But they don't know
How much it hurts
What it feels like
And that’s the thing that hurts the most...
if only
I wish they knew how easy it is to break me,
I wish they knew that behind every forced smile
there is pain and regret for something I might never have
I wish they knew that I give more than I receive
and usually am left with none, struggling to be the one left behind
Most of all I wish they knew that even though
I have all these walls build around me
I am still not made of concrete
I wish they knew I was never whole to start with
I wish they knew... but maybe some do
And maybe that's a good thing
I wish they knew... and that it would actually make a difference
(...)
and because music follows me everywhere I go :
https://youtu.be/5lZJKXtbyP0