After the white
I had never seen snow before I moved to the plains.
I didn’t know something so light, bright, soft, and fluffy
could bring so much darkness in the night
I didn’t know that there was a certain kind of wind,
that when it blew,
you could feel in your bones
I didn’t know that the prairie,
when being tossed about in a blizzard,
could be such a frightening and desolate place… enveloped in the screaming white
I have come to believe that after a storm, when everything is so hushed and so bright...
during the still
during the calm
that it is actually the world holding its breath
"Is it over?
... are we done now?"
~E.G.
I wrote this piece envisioning the silence after a snow storm as the world peeking out, seeing if the worst has past. To me, the quiet blanket of snow that finally settles after a howler is a period of quiet relief and peace.
#snowstorm #blizzard #calm #quiet #snow
Kmart: An Elegy
Seeds removed
goop scraped
faces carved
but the candles?
The candles are AWOL,
so in dadly duty I drive
to the “Big K,” as the sign
with the gull-nested angle
proclaims. For a few more weeks.
The news and the thing itself are
not the same thing, the announcement and
the tacked yellow banner are
not the same thing as the shelves
low-stacked with intermittent sweaters,
50 percent off and the shelves themselves $190,
worn and smirched in this stumbling outpost,
workers clinging to it as it clung to this
ledge of a town from which everything
Falls, leaves or burns or dies. Kmart.
A birthday party at noon last Sunday meant
a trip at ten to here for a
pink cat that stuffs itself into a doll,
like a burst button at eight meant
a trip to the notions section at eight-thirty,
and an unexpected houseguest meant
a pillow and sheet set before close,
and like a shuttered factory and a lack of gas money meant
a trip to apply at one of the town’s biggest stores
in hopes of a blue vest and a paycheck.
I got the candles, some socks and a pack of
wide-eyed sewing needles for $17.56
plus a private confession.
Somehow, I give a damn about Kmart.