The Halloween Haunting of Flight 317
The wind howls and the bitter cold bites hard, slivers of sleety ice stabbing into my skin as I make my way to the back of the taxi to gather our luggage from the trunk. Inside the airport I hold tight to my ten-year old brother’s hand while we wait in line with the other passengers to board our flight. Straining my eyes to see the flying snowflakes beyond the darkened airport windows, I’m obsessed with Mother Nature’s merciless wrath on this wild moonless October night.
Once on board the Boeing 737-500, I try to unchain myself from endless months of stress; all that non-stop rushing around, pushing through uncertainty, and madly forging ahead adrenaline pumping throughout my arteries. I switch gears and allow the bliss of knowing we’re finally here and the warm coziness of the plane to envelope me like a hug from a loved one. Though I have mixed feelings, I’m pretty sure I’m grateful they decided not to cancel this flight.
Seated comfortably by the window, I feel the slow burn of the white wine first make its way into my bloodstream and then into my head and, when I turn to smile at Aiden where he’s sitting next to me intrigued by his iPad, I feel the heat of it bloom across my cheeks. I know they are beginning to get that glowing pink tinge as the alcohol happily courses through my veins.
This is when she will come to me, her face will be clear this time, her memory will be resurrected in my mind once again. I have to hang on to her even if it’s not really her but just her spirit floating on the fringes of my life. Not tangible, no, it’s not like I can hug her or kiss her forehead or squeeze her hand anymore. None of those opportunities will ever present themselves to me again. But holding her in my heart… well… at least it’s better than… nothing.
Please Mom, I think to myself, be pain-free and happy in Heaven, or wherever you wanted to end up after the cancer chewed you up and spit you out.
If I were being honest, I would have to admit that even though it was expected, somehow our mom’s passing, when she eventually succumbed to the disease, the villainous stage four leukemia, still came as a shock. Maybe it was because during her suffering my dad began to snap at us more, yell at us more, and then stay away from us more, until one day he was just… gone for good. It was mine and Aiden’s love, and my mom’s deep commitment to her faith that enabled the three of us to get through it without him. It was that same love that empowered the remaining two of us to keep going afterwards. Boarding this flight was meant to prove that.
But now I’m starting to question why I chose this particular date, this crazy Halloween night, an evening with violent weather raging across the desolate Saskatchewan prairies to fly to Seattle. That’s where Aiden and I are going to start our brand new life far away from where the ghosts of both our parents may or may not linger. Saskatoon holds an abundance of heartbreaking memories now and though my dad is still a living breathing human being, he’s essentially become nothing but a mere whisper of the past to us. As for my mom, other than loving her always, even in death, we are in a way bringing her with us to start a new resting-in-peace-chapter for her. Just the thought of carrying her ashes across so many miles in order to sprinkle them along the bluffs of Puget Sound, a place she had always loved as a child, has new beginnings written all over it. So, fierce weather and Halloween or not, I realize it’s no use second guessing myself, we’re already here and there’s nothing I can do but try to make the best of it.
As the plane soars through the jet-black sky at ten past eleven on a Thursday night filled with tired, grumpy, ordinary people like us, I sip my wine and talk to Aiden like he’s ten going on nineteen, my age, because in a lot of ways he is. Wise beyond his years and so easy-going I sometimes have to remind myself that he’s not just my best friend but also my brother whom I still have to look out for.
I’m just about to tell him this when an abrupt buzzing sound rips through my ears. Like a thousand killer bees swarming inside and outside of my skull, it’s so loud and painful that I can’t help but press my hands, one to each ear and twist my head back and forth in an attempt to shake it away. When I look around, I’m stunned to see everyone else is doing the same thing.
Suddenly the lights on the plane start flashing blindingly white like strobe lights pulsing around the dance floor of a nightclub. Then they go out.
The entire cabin is plunged into an eerie smoggy grey darkness, something I’ve never, in all my years of constant travelling, experienced before.
People begin to scream and yell over one another. From somewhere near the front of the plane, I hear a door open and slam shut with force and then from that same general direction of the cockpit, I make out the silhouette of a faceless man flapping his arms around like chicken wings and yelling that the pilot is dead.
My heart sinks like a stone in a cold mountain river.
“He’s dead, he’s all bloody and his eyes are rolled back into his head, they’re white and murky and oh my God, there’s so much blood!” The steward, as I’m presuming him to be, breaks down in slurping, gasping sobs and then grabs his head again as the buzzing continues to scar all of our eardrums for life.
Instinctively, I wrap my fingers around the small crucifix hanging on a chain from my neck, it used to be my mom’s diamond and red ruby-studded gold cross, and I pray like I’ve never prayed before. That’s when the buzzing stops and the plane begins to jostle, bump and bounce like a building on land in the middle of an earthquake! Except we are not on land, we are still high above the clouds and seemingly gaining altitude. It feels as though the aircraft is hovering now rather than moving forward. It also feels like it’s shooting upwards at about the speed of an incredibly fast elevator! Like an elevator car riding at full throttle out of control to the top of a high rise! The screams grow louder and both Aiden and I begin to weep openly as we grab each other’s hands. All I can think is: what goes up must come down.
Everyone continues shouting at once.
“Who’s flying the plane?”
“Oh don’t let the co-pilot be dead too! There is a co-pilot right?”
“Are we all gonna die on this bird!!!”
“Is this because we boarded out of gate 13 and it’s Halloween?”
“If any of you survive this and I die, please tell my wife Brittany that I love her! My name’s Sean Monahan!”
“Is this someone’s idea of a Halloween joke to scare us? It’s not funny, there are young children on this flight!”
“It must be a Halloween stunt, everyone relax! They’re messing with us, this can’t be real… can it?”
“Don’t be ridiculous, the airline would not go to this much trouble and do something this dangerous and despicable to any passenger, never mind little kids. It is real, for sure it’s real! We’re all gonna crash to our deaths I know it!”
“Everyone knock it off and stop screaming would ya? It’s all just a stupid silly Halloween prank!”
“No it isn’t! They wouldn’t do crap like this to create so much mayhem and frighten the little ones this badly...”
A few more minutes of that, voices over top of other voices, exclamations, declarations and a few very colorful expletives and it becomes background noise to me as I try to tune it out and bring my face close to Aiden’s. I cup his smooth-skinned baby cheeks in my hands and kiss them with three or four loud smooches. Then I look into his tear-filled hazel eyes and tell him that I love him and that’s what’s important right now. That we have each other. I ask him with my own flooded eyes spilling over if he understands that. He nods though his lips are quivering and the fear is written in every furrow of his brow and every layer of icy coldness on his hands. I let go of him for just a second to drain the rest of my glass of chardonnay.
At the exact moment the last few drops of the apple flavored notes of the wine slide down my throat, the noise around Aiden and me abruptly… stops. It’s so quiet the silence truly is deafening. My ears have a hard time adjusting to it because it seems so unnatural all of the sudden and makes no sense whatsoever. But then again, none of this does.
A second later the lights slowly come on. But they are strange and dim almost like the glow of candlelight, yes, I swear I can see glowing fluttering flames as reflections in the glass of the unshuttered window panes. In every little window along the rows of seats on each side of the plane, mysterious flickers of tangerine and scarlet-red are dancing on the end of an invisible wick. This is the only source of faint and shadowy light we have been granted.
Still, it’s enough for us to see that the plane is… completely empty. At least in the vicinity of where my brother and I are sitting. All the passengers that were in front of us, behind us, to the side of us… are… no longer there. There are only things left behind on some of their seats: a deep plum-colored silk shawl, a Mickey Mouse sippy cup, a copy of The Hunger Games, and many, many cell phones.
Everyone has disappeared, and if this is as real as it is… surreal… I’m beginning to feel the dread in the form of a physical pain in my chest, like pressure in the lungs from running too fast. Somehow this kicks my reflexes into survival mode.
“We’ve got to find out who, if anyone, is flying this thing Aiden. We have to be brave and go into that cockpit and make sure there is a co-pilot or someone trained who is actually behind the controls of this plane and that we are not just on autopilot or something ridiculous like that because I don’t even really know what that is and, oh God, please let there be a live person there, I don’t know the first thing about flying a plane!”
I talk fast, breathlessly stumbling over my words trying to make him understand as I undo my seat belt and tell him to undo his and then grab his hand and pull him towards the cockpit with barely any time to focus on anything else.
We hurry to the front of the plane, and as our boots clop and stomp down the narrow isle, I feel something crunch beneath my left heal and look down to see shards of broken clay pottery everywhere. Unique Indigo blue Talavera pottery, there’s no mistaking it’s the urn housing my mother’s ashes. When I look up, I gasp and jump back, my pulse suddenly racing!
There, right in front of me, swims an iridescent vision of my mom’s delicate facial features. Her emerald green eyes are partially concealed under a lacy white wedding veil, framed by her once long honey-hued lustrous locks of hair. The entity or my mom or whatever it is, lunges at me and seeps into my skin, I cringe as it burns like fire, and then jumps right back out again dissolving into the door of the cockpit. Aiden begins to whimper quietly but there’s no time for that either now. Quickly, like the proverbial ripping off the bandage, I open the door to the cockpit where the pilot is supposedly lying exposed in a gory death. Which he is. So I don’t look too much lest I puke up the wine that tasted so good and went down so well only mere moments ago. But there’s someone else in the cockpit too. The co-pilot, his back turned to us, sitting calmly and without a care in the world munching on pretzels and peanuts and washing them down with a fizzy cold coke and… flying the plane. Flying the plane!
Of course it’s much too soon to be relieved though, of course it is. Before I can totally let go of the panic, a frostiness, complete with swirling, sparkling ice crystals, fills the air and when I touch the co-pilot’s shoulder and he swivels his chair around to look at me, everything is suddenly tilting sideways and I feel nauseous and dizzy like a wave of motion sickness just hit me. I sense I’m about to faint though somehow I force myself not to. It’s a tough thing to look at, the man’s face is not much of a face just like that of the guy I had assumed was the steward but now realize could have been anyone. But it was dark then. This cockpit is filled with fluorescent lighting making it easy to see the distortion, his skull bulging, bleeding and swollen, void of skin in some areas and peeling flesh in others and grotesquely disproportionate, eye sockets empty and charcoal black, nose and eyebrows missing, his mouth the only normal thing about him. The one thing which has been left intact. And opening that mouth, he says “darling, I’m here to help you”, in the exact voice of my dead mother.
With a spine-tingling shiver I haven’t felt so intensely since the violinist at the funeral played the first notes of Amazing Grace, I back away from the ghastly apparition. My heart thwacks in my chest and amidst the lightheadedness, I realize that I’m on the verge of losing consciousness once again, this time almost falling to my knees which I know I can’t afford to do. If there’s any one person on this plane that I must save, it’s my brother.
Gathering my wits about me, pushing aside the terror of this haunting, I confront the thing my mother has turned into, head on.
Everything about her now is wrong, everything she has become feels wrong; this is not the person I loved from infancy. My mother was always a sweet, kind, gentle soul, the type of lady who brought home stray cats and dogs on a regular basis. And even though she may have unleashed a demon that’s hungry for blood and flesh and bone, somewhere past the evil, I think the real her can still be reached.
“Mom! Mom! Mom! Are you in there?” I shriek as loud as I can trying to find her where I know she’s buried underneath the horror.
I hear a crack of thunder and see a flash of lightning bolt across the sky through the front window and immediately the nose of the plane points downwards sending us into a spiral as we descend at breakneck speed. Both Aiden and I grab hold of the first thing we can to keep our balance while the bouncing plane continues to fall. A rattling noise like a giant washing machine stuck on the spin cycle clangs through the air, as the earth surely rises up to meet us.
Aiden starts sobbing loud hiccupping cries of anguish and torment and only slightly stifles his moans when the demon growls at me.
“You will not hand that precious child over to him! You will not! You must fight! If you don’t make me a solemn promise that you won’t let him go, I will not cross over and I will not leave you be, even though you’re my daughter and I was a human once who loved you! But he’s coming for you! He’s almost there! He’s brought temptations! Don’t let him take my son, my precious child away from my other precious child! Don’t give him away Taylor! Please!!”
“Who, mom? Who’s coming to take Aiden away? I don’t understand!”
“There is something wicked there inside of him! A fiery ugly greed and a cruel cold-heartedness! You will both be doomed! Don’t do it! Don’t do it! I will haunt and haunt and never stop haunting! I can’t let there be anymore suffering!
“Mom! The plane is going to crash and kill us! Stop the plane from falling! Mom, please! Hurry! Aiden and I will both die if you don’t do something! You have to stop it from crashing!”
“It’s that man, that man. He’s not good anymore. He changed into someone else!”
“Mom, please, whatever man is coming, I won’t give him Aiden, I promise! I will always look after my brother. He and I will be a family together. We’re going to Puget Sound, mom. We are taking you there too! We will all be together and you can cross over into the light now! God is there waiting to take your hand. Please, mom, please, you can’t keep possessing everyone on this plane–" my voice cracks and breaks off as the teardrops snake silently down my face and I make the sign of the cross, shifting my eyes upwards, praying incessantly to the dear Lord above.
And that’s when it all stops.
I’m back in my seat and Aiden is next to me and I’ve got perfectly chilled white wine on my tray. All the passengers are there and safe and everything is as normal as it was when we first settled in. Aiden is laughing at some silly video, multicolored cartoon images flamboyantly bounding across the screen of his iPad, and there is the low murmur of sleepy voices and soft snores all around the cabin.
It will be months from now when my dad will appear out of the blue and offer me money, lots of money, to take Aiden off my hands. He will beg and plead for me to accept his offer, he will want to take him to move to Mexico with his new wife and infant daughter. A daughter conceived while my mom was still in the hospital battling her illness so bravely and without any compassion or help from him whatsoever.
But I am firm with my answer, as is Aiden. No. My dad had his chance to be part of our lives when we were young and our hearts were tender and we needed him so much. As did our mom. But he chose not to be there for any of us.
No amount of money in this world will tear Aiden and me apart like that.
Thanks mom, but I had it covered anyway.