Tea & Love
The steam from a hot cup of tea makes for a captivating visual, especially on cold winter mornings. Cupping your hands around the mug and feeling its warmth can sometimes trigger emotions along tangential directions.
It can summon memories as well as desires.
"Neha, tea is ready! Come, let's have it together!" was my mother giving me a wake-up call on most mornings after I graduated from school. School days were obviously different; and, early.
Many times, she would simply warm her hands around a steaming hot tumbler of tea and then cup my face or neck in those warm hands to wake me up.
Waking up looking at her ever-smiling face and then tucking my head into her lap and hugging her tight before I rolled out of bed was a daily ritual.
And though, most mothers would advise for the hygiene ritual of brushing before I had my tea, my mom was chilled out. As long as I did maintain the ritual, whether I did it before tea or after that was immaterial.
The aroma of tea that filled the house early in the morning and her chirpy voice calling out, are memories that come rushing back to me every time I have the good fortune of getting up early and having a cup of tea. Most of the times, though, I avoid getting up just for the lack of that loving experience.
A mother is irreplaceable but a companion/partner would make for a desirable morning tea as well.
Sadly, I don't have one yet.
Hence, while I miss my mom a lot over the morning tea, another thought crossing my mind at the exact same moment is the yearning for a loving partner whom I could trouble with my mindless ramblings early in the morning.
Ahh! That morning cuppa and the love that it evokes!
Kodachrome
It's a myth, I think
To expect our children not to see color
Instead, shouldn't we see
And celebrate
Our differences
Our sameness
I am a French Canadian
Catholic chick from
Small town
Hickville
I married
A man raised
In the city
Hispanic
Colombian
Our daughter describes
Herself as 98%
Colombian
Cooler, yes
But, a mathematical
Impossibility
Yet
Should my daughter date
A Black man
My in-laws
Would protest
Why?
I cry
White girl
Hickville tears
At their
Hypocrisy
Sweet Revenge
Soumya painted on the bed.
The thousandth time her canvas, red,
Exploded in the splotchy scene-
A dying man bereft a spleen.
Eternity, her lot it seemed,
Ascended past the life she dreamed
And when a knife drew drops of blood,
The echoes washed her as a flood-
Soumya, now a hell spawned leech
Embracing powers in her reach,
Decided prisons of the mind
Elicited her only bind.
A succubus now summed the length
Of who she was; her inner strength
For tasty vengeance had a price-
A serial in murder's vice,
And when the Lord of Hell took note,
It's wasn't long before the tote
And totem of her fancied style
Became his glowing, wicked smile.
"Soumya," Lucifer would say,
"Now run along! Those boys you slay
Are quite delightful in my fold.
Your methods, well, are bloody gold!"
And who was she to turn this down?
Revenge, avenge, it was her crown!
"The devil's due," she often said
And bottled blood; she loved to shred
The entrails of some hapless fool,
And sometimes she would even drool.
Enamored with a life of lust
At times could be a bumming bust,
A demon hidden underneath
The outward flesh; her garland wreath
For luring mortals in the trap
Until fatigued, they took a nap.
Unmitigated horror's cape
Surrounded as she bore the shape
Of who she was inside the skin.
She knew the devil wore a grin
For Lucifer, above them all,
Expected death to be a ball.
The wanton wreckage she would leave
Suppressed the notion some would grieve.
Or maybe not; most been were gags-
Cremated ash; assorted bags
Atop her head, a sweet disguise.
No graves to mourn their hollow eyes.
The lipstick shades around her mouth
Bespoke of somewhere deeper south.
This time, however, feeling guilt,
She wore it like her mother's quilt-
The one she used to use at night
Before her rape and loss of sight-
The way a mortal values life.
The only thing she loved- her knife-
Invited freedom from the pain.
Unfortunate, for Hell's domain
Explicitly endured the plot-
A torture field; a lake so hot
The demons even felt it's heat.
No, there was nothing safe or sweet
And as Soumya entered through
The gates, she longed for life's renew.
Surprised, she found a rose of black.
Accepting it, she saw a stack
Of petals urging her to move.
The sadness losing in a groove
Rekindled something she forgot-
The pang of joy; the tummy knot.
And as she went into a flame,
Her parting lips released a name:
"So, Lucifer, what have you done?"
The devil smirked, "Let's have some fun!"
Soumya, startled, took a chance-
Enveloped in his horned romance.
However, what he didn't know-
The succubus had seeds to grow
And as she used a special blade,
She stole his life; his body flayed.
"Now who's the Lord of Hell, you pig!
It's just another grave to dig.
No biggie; nah, I'll toss you in
And gorge myself on every sin.
You see, those men who took my youth
Devised their plans from you; my proof
A simple visit to the lake-
A soul in torment, no mistake,
Becomes an open book, you see.
So all of Hell belongs to me."
And as she sucked him, munching bone,
She sat atop his gleaming throne.