Tell the Coffee Maker Only
"I think you need an auto cut off if you stay on too long."
"I'm going to get you to get started at four AM."
"Sometimes you taste too strong."
"You're not as hot as you're supposed to be."
"Your cord is too short."
"You really need a filter."
"I know you do them all, Columbians, the whole Breakfast Club, the Doughnut Shop and more."
Coming of age...
When i was 8,
my mother told me,
not to play with broken things
or else i'd get hurt.
When i turned 15 and broke my phone screen
she scolded me on not wanting to get it fixed
and even more so when i cut my finger on the glass,
as she carefully bandaged it up.
But when i left with you
and came home alone the same day;
my tear stained face,
smelling heavily of alcohol and coercion.
all she could do is hold me close
and gently bandage the wound
as i realized that her words
didn't only apply to inanimate objects.
Unfinished
the saddest poem
is the one that's never finished,
lines left unedited
or unwritten.
thoughts left unmade
art left half-finished,
a sketch in a dusty notebook
where the pages have rotted.
the saddest poem
is the one that's never finished,
the one that's never gotten to finish its life.
the one that never got to breathe.
the saddest poem is the one
that stays left in your hard drive
or scribbled on a sticky note,
unable to touch strangers' hearts
with a few words.
the saddest poem
is the one that was never finished.
Read It Aloud
3 days since you said those three words
Point-blank, you shot me down while I was formless,
1 thought in my head, bare and moonlit be-
4 you, the
1 who won my heart.
5 times my hands rose from their graves, vitalized by sele-
9 in your breath, never
2 fall again, defying the laws of phy-
6. Only
5 times I've spoken to you, and those
3 words fell from you like bones,
5 times too soon, please deliber-
8! --but you don't listen, you and your sele-
9 tongue.
Code Blue
"Code Blue ER, Code Blue ER" the overhead wailed Monday morning. I had the top drawer of the crash cart passing medications and I'd better get it right. The tiny girl of eight had been ran over by a driver near the school. This one was especially tough because of her age and trauma as we adjusted lung capacity, IV fluids and the depth of CPR. We tried our best to be cool and save this child's life as we shook inside. She was so white, unconscious and limp as her pupils began to dilate. Tearful cries and shear panic could be heard outside "trauma one" all the way to the waiting area. Tears and prayers flowed.
Forty minutes passed.
"OK, get her to ICU"
She sits up in bed finishing off a Snickers bar brought by her loving visitors. She's allergic to peanuts. "Code Blue! Pediatrics! Code Blue!"