calamitous

i fell restlessly in my abyss

the abyss grew long

escaping my cage, did not remincse

on the nights i spent home

grieving for the living

in a cluster of such calamity

my mouth spouted profanities

at the world burning of remorse

i felt ever so crippled

with ideas as vial as a villain’s

a narcissist i was

palms slashed up with scars

and the coal that surrounded my heart

fed up with my trying times

conned me to destroy the plot

my hands held a blue flame

unleashed against the so-called good, as they claim

with a devilish gleam in my eyes

i unknowingly fell in that void

the abyss that expanded without a shame