and the water drips from the ceiling in such a rush
in such a rush
its falling in such
a rush
nurturing those sharp and
pointed
stalactites
feel that word on your tongue
in the cavern of your mouth
stalactites
think of vines
dont think of vines
dont think about them strangling rocks
and turning proud
stalactites
to dust
watch hush watch and watch and hush and rush
feel it in the cavern of your mouth
that reckless explorer named JEALOUSY
and curse him
curse her
curse them
all of them
curse you you wretched vines
and leave my heart alone
and the water drips from the ceiling in such a rush
in such a rush
its falling in such
a rush
nurturing those sharp and
pointed
stalactites
feel that word on your tongue
in the cavern of your mouth
stalactites
think of vines
dont think of vines
dont think about them strangling rocks
and turning proud
stalactites
to dust
watch hush watch and watch and hush and rush
feel it in the cavern of your mouth
that reckless explorer named JEALOUSY
and curse him
curse her
curse them
all of them
curse you you wretched vines
and leave my heart alone
pomegranate
i ate a pomegranate today
which is not very big news
if you are not a great lover of pomegranates
but i am
and so to me
it is very very big news
because today i ate jewels
i ate rubies
and i tasted their bittersweet life
run down between the cracks of my teeth
and i felt their brittle bones crack
between my molars
and i knew their cringing souls were mine
in the hundreds
i am a great lover of the pomegranate.
because the pomegranate makes death difficult
you cant just bite a pomegranate
you must peel it apart
you must tear that luscious heart into two, maybe three
and then you must pick your treasure from its core
with great care
lest you crush them before they reach you
my gums move like a water wheel
turning out teeth
that are now dull and edgeless
that are as smooth as soft as river stones
teeth unbefitting of a shark
they are good teeth
strong teeth
real teeth
that have bitten and gnashed and gnawed
they roll to the rhythm of my heart
that pulsing surveyor
which turns my eyes
and beats my gills
it keeps me moving
ever moving
pushing through the current
and staving off the larger of my kind
those cannibals
those damned cannibals
i have lived years longer
than i was meant to.
and i will continue to do so
as long as i have teeth and heart
4:00 am is a pretty important hour
the hour i rise the hour i fall
the pivotal point of all of our calls
for it is either the beginning or the end
of a chapter.
i once was told that if
two writers come together
they'll be met with disaster
jealousy will crawl through their veins
a needy green babe
and the art of comparison
will become their only concern
but i have found
that when two writers come together
such as, you and i
things tend to work quite well
between your eyes of blue
and mine of brown
there is sky and earth
and common ground
beneath your sea
and between my clouds
there is a creature called Love
we're not entirely sure what breed
but there's definitely quite a bit of lizard
you can tell by his blue tongue
and sorry eyes
and the way he says hello
now we agreed that if we ever tried to raise a child it would be a wreck
but we didn't discuss a creature
and i think we'd be quite good at it
in fact i could think of no other
i would rather raise a creature with
especially this particular
and delightful mutt
because i would hope that they would learn from you
elegance and honesty
and cleverness and poise
and how to sing real well
i would hope that they would learn from you
the intricacies of connotation
and that they would ignore my thoughts on the matter
that they would learn
kindness and goodness and how to be true
to your beliefs and what makes up you
i would hope that they would adopt your venom
and your detestation for not knowing
things that you would very much like to know
that they would learn saucy mercantilism
and how to sing in cars
and how to open one page at a time
i would hope that he would learn from you
as much as learn from me
and i know that together we can grow
this wonderful terrible
thing.
the train
we followed the train for as long as we could
until the tracks were long long gone
we then wandered down a dusty road
until that vanished too
i remember the whites and yellows and blue
of wildflowers and the sky and you
and how we stood in all our wonder
at the fact that we were lost
but lost we weren't and lost we were
out in the meadow we found
because you were home and i was home
and we the only sounds
The Prince of Hornets (Part 1)
Once upon a time, in a kingdom in the south, there was a prince. Now, the prince was due to be wed in a few short months, and if he did not find a maiden himself, his father would choose a bride for him. Thus, he held a a ball, a ball to which every maiden in their land was invited, the old, the young, the short, the tall, the fair, the unfair, and his future bride. She was tall, with the long limbs and legs of a dancer, her hair was the color of honey in summer and her eyes the blind pale of an empty honeycomb. She entered the hall in a gown of black, black as ink.
Prince Arnold saw her once, only once upon her entrance, and decided at that moment that this lady was to be his wife. He swept forwards, asking her hand for a dance, ignoring the other maidens. It seemed though, that as soon as they had begun to dance was as soon as the clock struck twelve. Overcome with his sudden love, Prince Arnold fell to his knee and begged her to marry him the following day.
"I should embrace you if you have a heart of brass." She said, and withdrew her hand from his, leaving him in the ballroom with no answer and an empty palm.
The next night, the Prince threw yet another party, and again invited all the maidens in the land, intent upon proving to her that he should be embraced, but he could find no such proof. But she came again, this time in a dress of gray, a beautiful thing that shone in the moonlight and drank in the night. Again, they danced, and again the Prince fell to a knee,
"I have not a heart of brass," he said, "but I ask not for your embrace, but your hand." She paused a moment, and then sighed, "No, but perhaps I may kiss you if you have a heart of a silver." And with that, she left him a second time.
The prince, bent upon having her hand, searched long and hard to find the evidence of a silver heart, but everytime he looked within his own, he found only flesh. Exasperated and desperate, he threw a third ball, where she came in a white gown, a wedding gown, expecting his silver heart, but no such heart would she find. Upon seeing him, she asked of his crown and where it was, but he pushed the question away. A third time, they danced, a third time, he fell to one knee, and a third time he said, "Will you marry me?"
"Have you a heart of silver?" She asked.
"Nay, only a heart of a gold." He said, withdrawing from a pouch in the breast of his coat a small golden heart, littered with jewels.
She smiled then, and placed her hand in his, "Give me your heart, and I shall marry you." And give his golden heart, he did. By the next night they were wed. Their marriage was prosperous, and the people grew to love their new queen and envy her scepter with the golden heart. A year passed, and their first child was born, a son, whom they named Elan. And the couple rejoiced at his healthy birth. That is, until the babe opened his eyes, he was born blind, cursed, and the prince was aghast, for as he looked upon his wife he saw her for what she truly was. He saw her long nails, her sharpened teeth, her own blind eyes and their magic and knew her to be a witch.
Outraged, he exiled her. He did not know that the fault lay upon him, for he had not truly given his heart, and thus could not truly love her, not as she was anyways. She begged and pleaded with him to let her stay, if she could not stay, then to at least allow their son to remain, but he would not. He would have no business of magic within his walls, and certainly none of witches. So she fled, taking Elan with her, and the prince told the land that she had passed with child. A great funeral was held for her, and many came, but the prince did not.
Meanwhile, she took shelter in her old home, now run down and overgrown. She came through the door and set Elan down on the bed, "You my child, will never have your heart as I have, and never will sting as mine does. For you will have a heart of hornets and no woman shall be able to escape them." She swore, and then set out, gathering for him a hornet queen, a handful of wood mulch, and at last a heart that would take to the hornets, for she knew even then he would have his father's golden heart. She passed first a lion, but sneered as she recalled how they would cannibalize their cubs. She then passed a young buck, but distasted his flight. It was at last that she came upon a wolf pup, and decided that this would be the heart of her son. So taking her dagger in her right hand, she knelt over the pup, her blind eyes looking towards his young blue ones, and she cut out his small heart, still beating, and brought the pup and these things to her cottage.
There, she cut out her first child's heart, giving him instead the one of the wolf, she stuffed it with the wood mulch and allowed the hornet queen to nest inside. It was only then that she sewed the wound closed, and did the same with the wolf, who now bore the heart of a golden prince.
Years passed and Elan grew into a strong, hard-working young man. His wolf grew with him, and soon the two were inseparable, they hunted together, worked together, and ate together, an unbreakable pair.
let me begin by saying
it was not a coincidence
that we came together
blooming
like warm roses in the fall
with our fingers curling
around each other
like old paper and peeling walls
like a map well used
we came together
accomplices in our ancience
a twin pair of star and sky
with eyes of rust and tarnish
perhaps it was fated
or merely a spontaneous accident of history
but we both wish it would rain
and rain and rain and rain
until the windows are streaked
and the wood will burn only smoke
smoke that curls like our lips in the night
as we whisper in that long lost tongue
of wishes lost and wishes won
we knew it once and now again
it is a language that smells of campfires and sawdust
seared steak and hot metal and welding fumes
my dear we are guardians of this primordial wood
roots wound in branches and
beauty so baffling that even
the birds forget how to sing
let me sing to you
because this was not a coincidence.