Golden Beast
Deep in the woods of old
in silver winter and ebony stone,
The stark white maiden dances,
swaying to and fro.
Again and again,
around the ball room they go,
hands glued to another
and can never to let go.
The love, the hate
all only for show,
stuck in a madness
that only she knows.
Around and around,
with blood on her toes,
Ten years she has danced
with her sweet bestial foe.
Never she may
recover the glow,
of the soft satin features
she had long ago.
Fake is her love
that he seems to own,
to save her father,
is all she that hopes.
With candle and clock,
it's time that she owes,
to the horrible lover
that she barely knows.
The cracks in her skin
are starting to show,
stained by the tears
she shed long ago.
With fire and sword,
they trudge through the snow,
to save the fair woman,
who came from their home.
Up to the doors
bordered by stone,
the townspeople march
to recover their doe.
Perish they will
at the hands of their foe,
beaten down by beasts
from hell down below.
As the rose petals fall
her life will grow cold,
and forever she'll dance
atop her own shadow.
When the last petal drops
at the sound of the crow,
the maiden will perish
lost to the show.
Her corpse will be brightened,
by silver and gold,
long after she dies
she will still go.
Because Forever is forever,
when living in woe,
with the golden beast,
who lives in stone.
Stars.
A girl in a dress, curls falling down her face
Looks up to the sky to see the stars dancing
A boy appears, eyes piercing and dark
Comes to a halt in front of her, toes touching
“Wendy, my love, let’s go for a ride.”
He grabs her hand and pulls her along
She stops and looks behind her and back up to the sky
The stars once happy and giddy
Suddenly winking and sly
Do the stars know all?
They must, for you see,
The stars are always the first ones to give up secrets
No matter how dark they may be.
She pulls her hand back and as tears appear in her eyes
One winking star looks down
Anxious for Wendy to heed
With a shaky breath she looks, and through the stars she sees
The light she thought she had lost,
Peering through the darkness.
“Are you really so blind?”
Wendy says, voice full of despair.
This boy who once stole this girl’s heart
Made her see things anew
Now angry and bitter
And staring in anger.
With the parting of hands, Wendy says her goodbyes,
“You are not who you were, and neither am I,
For we both lost ourselves and now it’s time to part ways.
You may stay here and continue this path,
But I must leave and take what I know.
You still have my heart, dear boy, but my life deserves to go on.”
And with a step she flies off into the stars as they happily usher her through
Towards the light that welcomes her once again.
The boy left staring and suddenly alone
Wipes away tears that have been absent too long
And with one last look to the sky
He boards his ship and sails off
With the flick of his hook and a wave goodbye.
wicked
call me
lucifer,
the itch in your mind
telling you it’s fine
to touch me
blame the wine and my
devilish hips,
too drunk to taste
the sin on my lips, i am
disposable sex,
scripture burned on my
chest
blame the skirt and my
stiletto heels,
too drunk to tell you
how it feels, call me
she-devil, siren,
vixen and shrew,
i am
asking for this with my
infernal flesh,
too drunk to say no
as you hike up my dress, you are
instinct’s victim
come sunday,
forgiven
blame the breasts and my
wicked thighs,
throw your sins on the women
who see past your lies, you are
the itch in my mind
telling me it’s fine
to touch me
blame the wine and your
fiendish claws,
too drunk to say no
as you tighten your jaw, call me
baby girl, angel
don’t make a sound,
i am
asking for this with my
devilish hips,
too drunk to taste
the sin on your lips, and you
call me
lucifer.
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* The word count is 300 but that's all I have to say, so here's a relative quote to fill the "quota" <:
“Suppose neutral angels were able to talk, Yahweh and Lucifer – God and Satan, to use their popular titles – into settling out of court. What would be the terms of the compromise? Specifically, how would they divide the assets of their early kingdom?
Would God be satisfied the loaves and fishes and itty-bitty thimbles of Communion wine, while Satan to have the red-eye gravy, eighteen-ounce New York Steaks, and buckets of chilled champagne? Would God really accept twice-a-month lovemaking for procreative purposes and give Satan the all night, no-holds-barred, nasty “can’t-get-enough-of-you” hot-as-hell-fucks?
Think about it. Would Satan get New Orleans, Bangkok, and the French Riviera and God get Salt Lake City? Satan get ice hockey, God get horseshoes? God get bingo, Satan get stud poker? Satan get LSD; God, Prozac? God get Neil Simon; Satan, Oscar Wilde?”
― Tom Robbins
i really hope you get her someday
I shouldn’t still be thinking about you whenever I
hear love songs. There shouldn’t still be electricity
in my fingertips or my pulse hammering in my
throat when I think about your mouth. I shouldn’t
be thinking about your mouth at all. I shouldn’t still
be daydreaming about the time you swallowed cherry
blossom petals just to send me over the edge, and I
haven’t stopped tying cherry stems with my tongue
since. Your name shouldn’t still mean magic, or
wonder, or someday. I shouldn’t still have your
hands memorized, or your sleeping patterns.
Maybe a year is enough distance to forget why
the door was always slamming, but it’s not
enough to forget late night conversations.
Maybe I only still think about you because I
know you haven’t managed to erase me either.
So maybe it’s true that time heals a lot of things,
especially when you put a thousand miles between
us, but bad timing doesn’t seem to stop my body
from going into overdrive at the mention of your
name.
Shed a fucking light
Shed light? Ha! What a funny way to put it.
It's darkness- no way to shed light on why I can't get out of bed and I just have to sit.
Depression? Write about it, get likes, make it into a song
Unfortunately sadness is temporary and depression is life long
We give empty Sympathy towards depression, anxiety, and any other mental disease through social media just to be noticed
Shed light? Fucking help me then.
Prose A Place For All
I came here out of curiosity after finding Prose on Twitter.
I stayed for this reason...it is a place for every sort of writer from the emotionally disturbed, the eccentric, the silly, the serious, the romantic, the almost suicidal,
the highly educated, the barely understandable, the "plain and normal", the boring,
the fun, the clever, the not so clever, the experienced, the inexperienced writer,
the old school, the new school, the rhymer, the non rhymer.
No one holds any prejudice here, no one judges, no race, no religion, no creed matters, gay or straight, God fearing or Satanist...everyone is welcome as long as they abide by one unwritten rule and that rule is be friendly, be supportive, be part of the community that is Prose.
Prose is that place you come to let it all out from the deepest darkest parts of your mind and the dustiest part of your heart, it is the place you come to when you want to whisper or when you want to shout.
Prose is all about what writing should be, it is a space to create, a safe place to be yourself.
And there are some damned cool people here, who become your friends and mentors.
Love Lost
I saw her sitting across the train one day, her hair gently swaying as the cart rocks back and forth. Her eyes furiously darting across a page, some bridal magazine i'd never heard of. I feel the empty feeling that i hadn't felt in so long again. Deep in the pit of my chest it ached as the memories of what I used to have ran through my head. So much time has passed...what I thought was a scar seems to be a thinly veiled wound still. It doesn't help much that I know its no coincidence that books in her hands. Should I say something? or just let this moment pass me by. My brain has been sent into a whirlwind of anxiety, regret, and the hollow ache that seems to only accompany a real love lost. As much as I want this rom com moment to play out, I know that it would only hurt the both of us. At least this way it's only me that will have to do the levee repairs. I suppose she looks happy enough, besides if I'm going off how much the last 3 years have changed me, we'd barely even recognize each other if we got to chatting. The train slowly comes to a halt. Doors slide open and she wanders out still reading that damn book, probably deciding on the one she wants. While I still sit quietly. My brain still running through the different lives I could have had, with a girl that doesn't even exist anymore...
Stranger
Strangers mean a new beginning. I think that's what I like most about them. It's a blank slate; something you can never have again once you get to know somebody.
I like to watch people on the bus and imagine what their lives are like. Of course I could never truly know what the reality is for them, but it's nice to imagine. I wonder what they think when they see me. Is it possible they wonder the same thing? Or are they too self absorbed to notice their surroundings? Theres a saying that goes: we are the center of our own universe. It sounds rather lonely to me.
This past month I read the Great Gatsby. I learned how meaningless material wealth can be. It's truly human companionship that makes you happy. But all Gatsby had was Daisy, and she was empty.
The people we know can also become strangers over time. They change and we change and by the time we see one another again, we are two completely different people. Some days you can be a complete stranger to yourself. Aren't we all just strangers?
You will apparently meet less than 1% of the people living in this world. That means more than 99% of the people living around you, you will never know.
As you pass by people in the street, the only story you two will ever share is that one moment. And as you walk away, you leave their life entirely; until perhaps, another chance encounter.
Bedside Bibles and Cum Stains
She stomped out her cigarette on the cold concrete as the black sedan pulled into view.
The sun had set along time ago and the only people remaining on the streets were those who ran them and the ones who did their bidding. She was no exception.
Sauntering up to the vehicle she asked the man inside what she could do him for, she already knew the answer.
Wordlessly he got out and she took his hand, leading him into room number three of the seedy motel she took all her clients to.
He didn't say much but she didn't mind, it was better that way, he was just a number, a dollar sign.
The lamp flickered as she took off her shirt revealing bruises, old and new. She wasn't beautiful; maybe she used to be, but the streets had taken her beauty and abused it, ground it down into scars and bruises and needle marks.
He watched as she took her place on the bed and waited for him to follow, he did not long after.
Laying there on the cum stained mattress, convulsing back and forth, she wondered if he had a wife, kids. He probably did.
Tears formed in her dead eyes and she choked them back as the man grunted and finished.
He pulled a fifty out of his wallet, threw it on the bed and then was gone as quickly as he had came.
She reached for the bible on the nightstand next to her and opened it slowly.
There was a time when these words meant something to her, or at least she had pretended they did. Forgive me father for I have sinned....
The tears fell as she shook her head and reached into the hollowed out book to pull out her favorite needle.
Maybe once she had believed in a God, but now... this was what she worshiped. She tied a belt tight around her bicep and waited for her veins to show themselves.
Maybe tomorrow she would change, tomorrow she would go home, tomorrow...