I’m Tired
I can't fight this anymore
It is destroying my mind
Everything is hitting me
Every word, cruel or kind
This darkness is drawing near
Why can't I choose
It's death I want
What is there to lose
Fighting to survive
Living with despair and dread
What's one more scar
My minds already dead
I tried to focus
On the positive, the good
But the darkness takes over
Making me misunderstood
I don't want to survive
I want death to take me
It's the only wish
That will set me free
Constant.
With a slash on my wrist
I enter the void
In darkness I exist
Finally destroyed
I must end this now
I let the demons win
Now I take a vow
To live, darkness within
Struggle day by day
As the demons stalk their prey
I lay alone night by night
Wishing to turn off that god damn light
Death shall be easy and quick
For this mind so sick
Now a farewell to all
As I take my leap and fall...
Ill Mind
I feel myself fading into the darkness
I'm cold and decaying, destroying this carcass
The darkness is pulling me in like gravity
I am losing touch with this awful reality
I'm spiraling in and out of control
Alone and suffering, with no soul
With only death, melancholy and pain
Darkness is calling out my name
My heart and soul now broken in two
Now I know deaths words were true
Hidden whispers of all I've ever known
For now I walk this dark road alone