4 days, 3 hours, 48 minutes, & 52 seconds. I'll have lived for 30 years. 3 decades of memories, mistakes, & trying to build the life that lives in my head. 4 days, 3 hours, 48 minutes, & 48 seconds left to attempt to tie up loose ends, to turn my pile of mush into something. Anything. 4 days, 3 hours, 48 minutes, & 28 seconds. That's all the time I have left to change my life for the better. To at least have a small piece of the life I had built in my head.