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Blood songs play troughout the city night
Cigarrette lights up
Death is near, I hear her
Ashes fall
Shots fired downtown, someone is dead
Someone jerk off to a stranger saw online, VR goggles on
Above is looking
Blood songs play troughout the city
…
Red, all red, blood in mouth
A body falls from the hands
A great emptiness inside
Pucked in horror, smiled in pleasure
Knocks on the door, left throw the window
…
The future is bright, you know, my son?
Put my head down and sighted
Eyes looking at my feet, brown leathered sandals
Never used them
– Where am I?
…
Woke up with the Sun burning my face
Glimpses only, I forgot
Is about 6 in the morning
Look out the window
Birds sing
…
The hours passes by, not hungry for neither breakfast nor lunch
Pick up a book from the library about --
glimpses of horror, soon putted on the unconsciousness --
ancient Rome
Had fun with Baco, Maybe wine, as a honor, wondered
Walking to the cave à vin, saw a picture of my not-so-old folks
…
Is night, telelevision on
Hand from right to left, channels pass
It goes like a crime occurred, a young girl dead with a bite mark on her neck
Her mother cryes, Injustice!, she says
Looking at the deceased girl photos, when alive, I’ve thought she pretty, and I pity her
TV off, up on my feet
Pick up from my pocket a Marlboro box, pick one out, in my mouth
Fire
Found the butler on my way out of the entertainment room
Alfred, ready-me a sandwich, will you?
Right away, Sir
Went to the bathroom in my private chamber, piss yellow and looked at the mirror
I don’t see myself
A knock on my door makes me fastly look back, food has come
Leave it anywhere!, I shout, back to the mirror, I see a ghost this time
Black circles around the eyes, pale as snow it is I
What happened?
As I bite, the ham makes me remember
I cry
Grand
Onto mommy’s belly
Expelled outta of it
Crying iz born
Grow playing and eating chocolate eggs and believing in Magic
Santa and Tooth Fairies
Grow to be in school until u old enough to give ups ur childhood dreams
NO!
U won´t be batman or wonder-woman!
U gonna be an office worker!
A righteous man, with big M
Drinking coffee to wake up on Mondays
and eating ice-cream to cure depression
U gonna be fine
Just gotta fallow the river shown by us, adults
n be just like us, a consumer of goods, of things, of people
n of pineapples
Now
close ur eyes
give up ur dreams
give up that beaultiful lady u saw and fell
just give up
Knive on the belly
Ur born again
Crying baby
Wonder eyes
Wonder mind
Bigger than any adult would say
for they don’t know what being Grand is
We forgot