The Dangers of Falling in Love
Being picked up when you fall to the floor
Leaning on someone in your time of need
Hoping they remain the one you adore
Sometimes hanging back and letting them lead
Knowing they will always be there for you
But then the anger beings to crash down
And you are left wondering what to do
Should you leave them or continue to drown
A fake love is not good for anyone
Both souls will be damaged beyond repair
In the end neither will have had much fun
Love is not beautiful nor is it fair
In love you will find the charmers and fakes
Fools like to see if they have what it takes
We’re Best Friends Right?
I blinked up at the man in front of me, so mesmerized since I was in love with him, and realized that he sees me as a friend, a best friend, but still a friend, however I am hopelessly in love with my best friend, and either he doesn't want to admit it to him self, or he is as clueless as he is cute, because everyone can see it, except him, so I just keep looking at him and say, "Of course we are best friends," as I long for more.
In the morning
I wake up sighing
I leave to go walking
On the bus I am sitting
My coffee is mixing
My head is tilting
Through the doors I go bouncing
Walking up to him smiling
Getting ready by changing
On the line ready for calling
Almost ready to be crying
Because he will be ignoring
Going through the motions struggling
I find someone to bring in laughing
The shift ends with me having tears but grinning
Sitting there waiting
For my ride to finish cleaning
So I can go home and finish crying
Pissed off. Livid. Torn. Hurt. Why do I care? Why am I stuck being in love with someone that can't and won't love me back? It pisses me off that I stretch myself thin for a bitch at work I don't even like. My blood boils when I think about a girl trash talking me and then coming for my throat when I do the same. Fuck this life. This can't be it. I can't only find joy in a stupid rom-com that would never actually happen in real life because the guy would be arrested.
Is my brain broken? I laughed and giggled at the fat pigeons on the walk to work but then cried because I had to ask a chef on the line for fries. Make it make sense.
I could look at the most beautiful view ever and it won't click. Nothing is there. But he could leave me a stupid note at my work station and I will put it on my wall to look at when I'm down.
He won't love me. She hates me. They all don't actually care about me in the long run. Hopefully I love me, and care about myself enough to get through this.
The Dangers of Falling in Love
Being picked up when you fall to the floor
Leaning on someone in your time of need
Hoping they remain the one you adore
Sometimes hanging back and letting them lead
Knowing they will always be there for you
But then the anger beings to crash down
And you are left wondering what to do
Should you leave them or continue to drown
A fake love is not good for anyone
Both souls will be damaged beyond repair
In the end neither will have had much fun
Love is not beautiful nor is it fair
In love you will find the charmers and fakes
Fools like to see if they have what it takes