A Beacon Of Hope
A little bird told me that you have been feeling quite distraught as of late and
are contemplating avoiding heartbreak at all costs for the remainder of your days.
When your hope begins vanishing into the purple horizon again, I want you to remember how the moment you are ready to quit is usually the moment right before a miracle happens. Perhaps, just perhaps, the reason those vigilant stars outside keep begging you to kiss them enthusiastically every night is because the next romantic partner heaven sends into your life will be the one it doesn't also take away.
Horizon
There's a horizon
My eyes are chasing,
Rugged mountains seem
So far away
A fall kaleidoscope
Of colors painted
On grey clouds
Obscuring the way
Though somber and still
A breeze moves the leaves
Making them do a little dance,
Their home tree they
Must finally leave
Upon their arrival
To the forest floor below,
They create a beautiful
Remnant of colors left over
from summer's spell
The exposed limbs
Smoothed over and reaching,
Reveal themselves
As solitary sentinels
They guard the secrets
That nature won't tell,
Written on the leaves
That so softly fell
My eyes back on the horizon,
With a new and improved sight,
I appreciate these windy
Autumn days,
Enjoying the opaque, cloud filtered light
Pedals to push round or
Is it up and down? Perhaps
It is back and forth. The impulse
Drives the turning motion.
Getting the feet in place could begin
Finding something within. Eddying like
The pedals that shape a new shape.
This was childhood once, and it
Needed no drive, no thought,
Just an impulse to see and be in
Motion with pedals turning.
Well
The water had sunk deeper into the well
More pulling on the rope for buckets.
As a child the game was speed. But not for
Those who drank the water year round.
This was my father's well of childhood and
Stones left bleached soap bricks rounded by
Time. Forgotten they have turned into
Broken teeth that fell from the mouth
Of the well. And the water is not safe.
No, neither are the stones.
When it was alive in summer the pulley
Screeched, raising loaded pails tied to rope.
A weathered cross beam bearing the load.
Who was like the beam? My father? Maybe.
Perhaps his mother who saw the well turn.
One year the water was gone. We were gone.
What is there now does not speak. It can't.
What it was and saw has also been bleached.
Whitened by time and sun and time again.
Superficial
Reflections of a memory
Tattooed upon my face
Here's where she lied
Here's where she stole
Here's where a stranger she embraced
But more ink appears
And covers my skin
Here's where she loved
Here's where she shared
Here's where she took the high road again
The art swirls and combines
And seeps deep down inside
Want to know who I am?
Look in my eyes.
Wine And Dine
Dying
Living
Alive
Dead
I'm losing myself
Locked inside my head
Reality
Fiction
Fake
Contradiction
I'm so lost
Insanity may be the definition
I'm burning
So cold
I'm freezing
On fire
I'm wearing a mask
To mimic your attire
My mind
So numb
I'm blind
And dumb
Living in your shadow
I feel like I am scum
Rejoice
Grieve
My voice
In silence
Just another victim
Of your mental violence
I'm done
So ready
I'm yours
I decline
A zombie in my brain
As you wine and dine
Bleeding
Receiving
I'm gone
Goodbye
You finally win
It's my time to die
Daniel
Jacob
Dabney
And
Well
You
Know
The
Routine
♡06-23-16♡