questions

throughout this world, there's a bunch of the other girls but are any of them like me?

from the stories in my eyes to the thickness of my thighs, you found someone as unique?

no?

so if one of a kind, why do you lie?

saying I'm a copy and I follow other kinds?

what type of drug did you have in your mind to tear down a person who already runs and hides?

to the one that I once loved,

was my love not good enough? 

is that why you threw me away like a diamond in the rough?

do you know how much it hurt to feel like I wasn't worth it?

how do you think I felt when you tell me I don't fit?

just like peanut butter and jelly, so different but opposities attract

instead you broke my sheild and left me vulnerable for attack

yet I kept falling back

"you're gonna change!"

"it won't be the same!"

giving excues for you cause I couldn't own up to the fact that you're playing a game

lead me to think that I was the problem

hm, what could I do to solve it?

was there a piece not fitting like tetris

cause I never thought I'd get this far with you

my thoughts grew worse as I clouded my mind with the negatives

I'm fat, I'm ugly and I don't fit in

maybe it's cause my skin's too dark or my hair isn't of the latest trends

I hated myself and it was all my fault cause I wasn't what you wanted

after I teared myself down, you took what was left me

pieced me back together with false needles like you resurrected me

they'd tell me to leave you cause you would be the death of me

 but I closed them out and pulled you in and for sometime we were happy

but there's always things that aren't meant to be 

you were one of them