b-side myself
i am not listening to your classic rock.
i am not unmoved by that box of records,
but i am not abandoning my position,
taken one evening in 1978,
at that party where we jockeyed for control over the turntable,
and in the immediacy of the supreme familiar,
the poorly pressed vinyl was loosed and spread; a field of chaos
on the filthy shag-rugged floor.
thrown into relief
underfoot the tracks intractable retracted trajectories transparent
visible only
to the naked
eye of the needle resets onto the narrow echoed ghost waves,
bullets flown into glory returned.
refrains reframe
sacred profanity for the marshaled mercenaries to receive
through the mouth of the witch.
i’m not precious.
the looping ear worm consumes live cortex with dead context.
i remain still
intent on divination
the earthward pull
of that that lowercase, no-place-like-home solvent:
the juxtaposed, black noise specter
of water flowing underground.