Intoxicants

exhausted

sad; alone

never knew someone else's health

could have this effect on my own

crying, really don't know

notice a Marlboro

take it out, get matches

5 A.M breeze on the balcony

hair flying, body numb

quickly light it, taste it

burning sensations

doesn't feel intoxicating

just charcoals in my mouth

try to puff; start to cough

it tastes horrible

run back to my room

call up the guy

who smoked

but left it for me

trying to calm me

I'm here for you, he said

don't worry, he said

it's alright

don't do it again, he said

still tasting the horrid taste

that lingered onto my taste buds

and filled up my throat and lungs

hating it; how do people like it

but standing there Ii realize

that the guy I'm falling for

has the most bitter taste ever

on those irresistible, addicting lips