Healing

what scares me the most is

people don't realise they're healing

and they unconsciously prevent it

making it even worse for themselves

like yesterday I looked at my thumb

and saw some skin growing there

I was naturally disgusted by it

and was about to remove it when I realized

this was the skin I unintentionally picked on

when I undergo a stressful situation

so you can imagine it's always damaged

but now I looked at it and understood

you might be the ugliest when you start healing

you may even gag looking at the person in the mirror

but when it's over, god when it's over

you'll be even more beautiful and realise;

it was worth the wait