left in December

they don't deserve it 

hell they didn't earn it 

your lips won't heal from how you left them chapped in the cold 

when you left me last December

my hands caught your frostbite  

my body caught your flu 

I was stuck in December

I had no gloves 

because you were what keep me from freezing over 

I wore your jacket 

but you ripped it from my back and tugged on my clavicle 

and snapped my neck 

your hands lingered so gently over my neck to check if I was still breathing 

after I had told you I had love you 

you caressed me in your chest 

and buried me in the snow 

you left your footprints on me 

and stomped out my heart 

but when you were lonely you came back and uncovered my body in the snow 

and you pressed your frozen lips unto mine

and you tried to get my blood flowing 

but I was already dead

I felt the heat emitting from your body 

longing for my body to keep you warm from the cold 

but I just couldn't my heart froze over 

and so did my soul 

no kiss could cure this frostbite