You

I see you in my dreams

Your delicate skin touching mine

Your delicate body sleeping next to me

I see you in my dreams

Your smile lifting my mood up

Your laughter healing my wounds

I see you in my dreams

Crying and screaming my name

The joy, the passion, the happiness

The care, the love, the freedom

I see you in my dreams running up to me

I see me rolling next to you

Cuddling with you, soul and body

And yet I still get a vision of you

Stabbing me like a piece of shit

Disrespecting me in the name of love

I see your eyes emotionless

I see you crying in my arms for

Someone else than me, someone I can't be

I see you leaving,

Or Maybe I see you coming back

My visions blur,

I can't make a difference

I can't figure it out

Is this a nightmare or a dream

Why do I feel pain and love

I feel sad but I'm happy

My emotions are corrupted

Do you love me or hate me

Are you going or coming

Wait are you leaving?

So soon, leaving me?

You just came, oh well maybe I think so

I am uncertain of anything

Do I suffer from amnesia

I thought we were meant to be

Oh wait this wasn't reality

But you skin felt so real

No wait, talk to me

Are you a curse or a blessing?

A curse for the pain you cause

And a blessing for the happiness

It's been days and I see you nomore

I see myself, facing myself

I see myself and emptiness

The emptiness you used to fill

I see myself with a vague memory of you.