Fear

So today I've realised something.

Since the age of ten I've wanted to be a published author with a publishing house and an agent.

Though I've always been anxious and scared of the day that I send my work off to a publisher or an agent.

But not out of fear of being rejected. I don't mind rejection.

It's out of fear of being accepted. I wouldn't know how to react if I got taken on. If I got published. It would be such a huge deal to me because I've wanted it for more than half my life.

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