Memory, IV

worse than an animal

at least dogs can be trained 

you won't even eat the food we so carefully prepared

i always did what my dad wanted so why can't you

why don't you use your brain more

ungrateful little girl 

i never disobeyed my father

you were a regrettable accident

you make me so mad 

screaming at you two ruined my throat

i tear at my skin

and the tears overflow

when will you shut up

please do tell since i'm screaming to know

hold the razor with shaking hands

if i die will you love me

oh god oh god oh god oh god 

with head in hands to knees

i'm sobbing hard enough to gag

when the hell does it end