I write to alleviate
the gaps that grow
between loneliness and boredom.
The words used to come in different orders,
in love poems and sonnets.
I wrote 48 of them
and put them in a little book.
But now those words are lost,
just like her.
No one reads these lines,
no one takes the time.
The echoes of an empty soul
patter the page in ink
before collecting dust
like the picture frames in the closet
and the bible on the night stand.
I sometimes hear footsteps coming up the stairs
and the sadness ceases for one moment
as I believe it may be you,
but they continue down the hall
to someone else's door.
No one writes me anymore,
the friendly exchanges and genuine laughter
are left to yesterday.
The only words of solace are those of my own.
The silence follows me everywhere I go.