His words. My thoughts.

I woke up to a text from him. You can only imagine the bubble of happiness that grew at the thought of being the first thing he thought about this morning. But almost immediately it began to deflate as I read the first line.

We may not do the things that we did.

What is he talking about?

We may not have had a title, but I'm glad that we can still be friends. 

This title thing is too complicated...I know that we're friends. Well, we're pretty much in the friend category. Although some people might say otherwise.

I hope you do meet someone that’s like me. No, someone who's better than me. Someone to have a title with. I want you to be happy and I know that if you keep talking to me that you won't. I'm glad I met you. 

Please don't...this can't be...

You made my summer good. I hope this counts as your last letter from me.

Don't say that. This isn't...this can't be your last letter.

I still have the watch, the pillow pet, and the bracelet..will try to keep those forever if I can. I just want you to be happy.

I am happy, with you in my life.

I know this isn't the normal tough guy Jay, but I do have a soft spot for you and I don't want you to get hurt. I'm not going to lie, when you told me that we had to stop doing whatever we had going it hurt...it hurt really hard....the only reason I didn't want to have a title was because of the distance between us. 

I took it back though. I realized that I need you in my life, no matter what. Title or no title you're my best friend.

You need someone close who will act silly with you and occasionally get into fights with you just so y'all can have something to laugh about or someone that is willing to stay up till God knows on the phone with you or until someone falls asleep. You need someone who is better than me! Never going to forget the first black girl to really get my heart. I love you so much but it's time that we ended this. Who knows maybe I'll see you in the future.

That's it...